My first post for new blog ~ J-A-Y-I-S ~

My first post which i created in a rush. Don't expect me to write too many things. How "Jayis" come about.

At the very early days during Secondary school, I always wanted to have an English name for myself. Since my Chinese name is called Jinsheng, i like the initial 'J' since i was young. As you called 'J', i felt the name was nice to hear. I decided to call myself 'J'. But, i can't possibly use the letter 'J' as my name hence he don't spell good. Next thought that came to my mind is 'Jay'. I tell some of my classmates about this English name, and before i could tell all of my friends. Here come the 'Jay Chow' fever. I don't want to have a name which others that might say i copycat, or i thick skin, hence i don't want to use the name anymore.

Here comes a tricky part. My initial came into play, 'JS'. Why not i use 'JS' as my English name. Hence 'Jay' 'iS' came my mind. Most of the time when i come out with this name, i will write capital letter for J and S in 'JayiS'. That is the origin of my name 'Jayis'. =D

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Story

Who think they have achieved what they want so far. I personally think i have achieved anything much in my life. If given a chance, i got so much i wanted to change. I will pick up my courage to confess to the girl i like in the past. I will enjoy my life more. I will travel to every little dot of Singapore. I will take more part time job to earn money. I will show more care to my friend. I will try to widen my circle of friends. Who don't have this thinking? There is so many thing we can do if we can turn back the time.


回到过去

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸 不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端 无法存活在真实的空间
* 想回到过去 试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去 试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及 想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放 盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰濛濛的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去 一转身孤单已躺在身旁
Repeat *
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉 想回到过去