Anticipating the meetup

Just finish my lunch as i typing this. Today gonna meet Grace, together with Shaun and Si Zhen. It's been so long since i really have dinner with Grace. She's our secondary 1 classmate which later transfer out of KCP during secondary 2. But in true, during secondary 1 that time, we didn't even chat much. Glad that she still remember me or rather us, and rather thankful to social networking site that enable us to find each other. Quite long never meet up with Si Zhen also. Although we chatted in Msn. One of few secondary classmate that i often keep in contact with. I've always been meeting Shaun weekly. So still ok. Today gonna pass him a belated birthday present. Hope he did not this. As i have not officially tell everyone about my blog. Although i have put it in my Msn. Haha.


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Story

Have you ever been disheartened over your boyfriend/girlfriend. It is a silly question to ask. But, i'm sure most of your is able to resolve it. After resolve the problems, does your feeling still as the same as before? It may differ. I once heard a story from my friend. It's regarding his friend.

The girl is in relationship with this guy ever since she study university. This girl loves this guy so deeply that she will go back to him after they quarrel. She will defend the guy no matter how her friends criticise him. How bad is this guy. He blocks all her freedom. He don't allow her to meet up her classmates for project. She need to report to him wherever she goes. When he knows that she lie to her, he beat her up, pinch her and scold her. Her friend is able to see the bruises all over her as it is so obvious. But she still defends him. He once know that she actually meet her project mates to do project, there is guy within this group. The guy actually rush down and confront him, and threaten to beat him. As an outsider, i have actually seen this girl. I feel she definitely deserves a better man. She should really learns to let go, and forget about this relationship. This guy can don't even bother to call her when he is away on vacation. He can even go out with girls while her girlfriend could not do the same. I can't see the happiness in her eyes actually. Sometimes, let go may be a happiness also. This is how i feel.

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