My whole Internet down Yesterday!~

Damn.. i not sure was it Modem problemz or Star Hub problemz... Yesterday, i can't surf internet at all. Damn it.. Yesterday reach home quite late for work as i was helping out in an event in BP.. Quite surprise that the turn up rate for the Alumni is such a crowd.. It is like going for some Autograph session or Concert..


The Alumni Gathering

Daniel say my blog lack of picture. I think i should upload some picture happen during my work place.


Cake i receive during Secretary Week. (Im not Secretary Btw) haa


Balloons i made for an Event


My Bo Liao Phototaking

Yes.. Yesterday was the last day for Ting Hui (The intership student). Will Kinda miss her when she gone.. In the end, we still never take photo with each other.. Haa.. I do really mind when Angeline (colleague) ask her to take photo with me and she says NO.. The fact is, she took with most people except me.. LoL.. But, its ok.. It doesn't matter.. It only matter at that time when she say NO.. It's a memory to keep. I think there was a small misunderstanding since the day i work in BP between me and her .. Thats why she don't want to take with me? Haha.. Anyway, still wanna wish her all the best in everything she do.. And yes, yesterday i play Han's (colleague) SLR.. The effect is damn nice ar, but after i heard he spent 10K so far on it, something pull me back.. Haha.. I also have asked him for photos he taken during the Marina Barrage trip.. I want to see those scenery view taken using SLR.. Hope to get from him too..

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Story

How many Ex you have so far? How many you consider it as a real relationship? And, if you are single now, do you still love the previous Bf/Gf?

Tom, ended his 5 years of relationship 2 years back. It really pain when the bunch of us see him drink into sorrowness that night.. He is so tall, so manly, that i didn't even think he will cry because of this.. The moment he cry, its really pain.. So, what can we do.. His GF, met a Pilot during one the trip to Europe.. Tom was still in NS that time.. His GF break up with him to be with the Pilot.. After the breakup, he still maintain good relationship with the girl.. The girl will just share her happiness with him.. This 2 years, Tom had never get into relationship.. From our eyes, we can tell that maybe he still had a torch for her.. But, who knows, the girl is getting marry.. She invite him to her wedding dinner.. The groom is not him.. 5 years of relationship can end just like this.. So, who's fault is it? Is it the NS fault? his fault? the girl fault? or the pilot fault? It's really need a good understanding to maintain a relationship.. If u feel the time is right, it's time to make a promise to your BF/GF.

婚礼的祝福 click to listen

时间一秒一秒一秒 倒数计时 往事一幕一幕一幕 突然静止
你挽着他 他挽着你 向我走过来 同桌的人蜂拥而上 将你我隔开
我干杯 你随意 这是个残酷的喜剧 我的人生早留在你那里 我却还要故作潇洒地
你和他 我和你 这是个讽刺的交集 是你太残忍 还是我太天真 你要我来 就真的出席
我的请帖是你的喜帖 你要的一切如今都变成我的心碎 你总是太清醒 我始终喝不醉 连祝福 你还逼我给
你的喜帖是我的请帖 你邀我举杯 我只能回敬我的崩溃 在场的都知道 你我曾那么好 如今整颗心都碎了 你还要我微笑

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 3

TANK! After the heart operation ~ a sucessful launch album. Nice song penned by him!

如果我变成回忆 click to listen


累了 照惯例努力清醒着 也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了 心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着 越美丽越让我忐忑
还能珍惜什么 如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命 留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你 想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行 我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运 没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽 漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈 若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢 哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着 可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命 留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你 想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行 我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运 没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽 漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈 若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气 顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙 原来依然爱我的你痛苦 承受失去 这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

Circle Line!~

Today, i purposely go to take the Circle Line from Serangoon to Bishan... The "New" smell is so heavy.. The train is fast like NEL line.. The outside view can be clearly seen.. Most of all, when i reach Bishan, i suddenly felt Bishan have become sooo big!!~ haha..







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Story

Do you believe good deeds will have good rewards.. I often see story in a drama saying the one sided giving of the guy to the girl he like.. The girl had a soulmate, but it's definitely not that guy.. That guy had seen all the sort of things that happens around the girl.. The girl's BF will leave her left her alone in a crowded places after a simple quarrel.. He don't even rang her up.. When the girl had problems, he will not help her, nor listen to her.. The guy often think that he is definitely better than that guy. At least he will listen to her, he will not quarrel with her. He don't mind to be the guy substitute for that moment also just to be with her.. I think many of us c story like this or even experience it ourself.. Do Perseverance pay off?

好心好报 click to listen

A：落力为你好 得不到分数你决定要跟他日后同步他不懂爱惜你 我乐意操劳
S：我决意爱他 祝我愉快吧你最明白我痛极亦留下伤得很重也不怕 我愿意等他
A：还看着你 (S：他会感动吗) 看你在悬崖走路 (S：他亦跑掉吗) 他却放下你 只照顾自己
S：我惯了爱他你怎样做 在悬崖还是我无退路
A：对你好 无人稀罕我好 无人欣赏我好原来你习惯他一套 从来没有爱我 看得清楚我知道 不必得到 不妨陪衬 但愿为你好
S：他 从来都比你差 仍然死心爱他 垂头再度听他欺诈期求他说爱我 为何尚未等到 可能这秒时辰未到 A：是受罪也好 听听你哭诉 你说难过总比分手更好
S：我说几多的女主角 也受过煎熬
A：情况坏到 (S：他也许做到) 你信任来年一日他答应做到 (S：他也许做到)通通都做到
合：我也似你的无从劝告 宁愿牺牲都不愿却步
A：对你好 无人稀罕我好 无人欣赏我好原来你习惯他一套 从来没有爱我 看得清楚我知道 不必得到 不妨陪衬 但愿为你好
S：他 从来都比你差 仍然死心爱他垂头再度听他欺诈 而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道 好人 恕我未能做到
A：你当我是知己 我看得到 我当你是一生前途
S：几次也是沉迷麻目 控制不到
合：怎么好都等不到
A：怎去做 无人珍惜我好 无人喜欢我好原来要学会他一套 从来没有 吻过 记得清楚我知道 不必得到 不妨陪衬 但愿为你好
S：好 从来都知你好 (A：未够好) 为何他不够好(A：我不够好) 回来我又与他拥抱
合：仍然相信我会 有好心得好报 可能 到某日会知道

Back to Work from MC

Tiring day for me.. So many works to tidy up today.. So much thing happen.. My headache looks like recovering this morning, but after working, it all came back.. sianz..
Time Up at 1815..
That when i go AMK and meet Sharon for Dinner.. my 4th time eating Pepper Lunch.. 1st in AMK Hub.. Eaten Spaghetti which taste good..

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Story

Friendship is really the most important of all in the world.. Sad to say that, the death of my longest known friend, Hazel, had actually left us last year. It's her death anniversary soon, and we are going to visit her in the coming weeks.. Although she left us, she thought us what is a real friendship. She brought our friendship closer and stronger. I regret i never cherish our friendship in the past.. But i will now cherish more! Looking forward to the days to visit her!~ I Love all my Friends!!~~

真挚 click to listen

还记得最后一次
离别在无情城市
我们都强忍着泪湿
默默的欲言又止
背影消失
思念悄悄开始
从前的懵懂幼稚
现在的相惜相知
不变的是心的真挚
欢乐与悲伤的事
永远不会流逝
只有你们才知
有时候会有软弱和无助
有朋友我不孤独
呜哦哦....
朋友是一生一世
互相扶持
我们用毫不保留的方式
我们的关怀永远不停止
天涯咫尺
唯独真情最真实
到老到丑
属于我们的故事
啦......

我要唱下去!~ | Spurs Lose | MC

Monday

I was on MC today!~ Finally go see doctor after so many days of headache. I think its all cause by my assignments. But, i finally complete it today and submitted. Thanks Goodness..

Sunday

Feeling Sick... Especially still needs to do assignment.. Been having headache and cold sweat recently.. Dunnoe Why!~

My Tottenham lose to Liverpool. So sad. To see Fulham lose also. Final European spot is gone.



Saturday

Argh.. i actually really went for it on Saturday. It is really a different thing when i see it on TV and experience it myself.. The song is really simple, but the nervousness can just makes one goes blank. When the song was paused, my mind simply went blank. I just going through the motion and mumble through. But, my memory tells me i never sing wrongly. Now, just have to wait for the result.. haa..



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Story - Thoughts

A lot of people does not dare to take the first step out. But, you will never know how the opposition feels. Everyone is scare of falling, maybe the opposition also like you, but if you keep staying it your own way, you will never know. As one saying, "The Further distance You and Me is not the how far (km) we were apart, but is that when I stands in front of you, you still do not know i like you." The You and Me in the verse refers to the boy that was in love with the girl. Even if he like the girl, he still don't know how to react and set restriction to himself. Be brave and take the first step out. I'm also saying about myself as well as those sharing the same sentiments with me.

没有如果 click to listen

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还 怕什么
快牵起我的手
有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是 我就站在你面前 你却不知 道我 爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉
的那天
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还 怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果 如果 没有如果 如果 如果
最后变成路过
我也不能接受
错过 错过 不想错过 错过 错过
我比你更难过
不会一错再错
嗯 这次不要再随便错过
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉
的那天
别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 2

Good Lyrics. Fun Loving Song saying about a Secret Admirer


怪怪女 click to listen

我跟踪她已经整个夏季 还没有看清她长得美不美丽
只知道不管她走到哪里 脚上总是穿着一双白色nike
我给她取了个外号叫怪怪女 因为我看见她真古董去看电影
整个夏天眼看就要过去 我连介绍自己的勇气都还不知道在哪里
乖乖女还是怪怪女 我要扮成梁山伯还是李小龙才能引起你的注意
怪怪女还是乖乖女 你是什么星座血型连我爷爷都好奇
你该不会是别的星球来的异形 (music) 我给她取了个外号叫怪怪女
因为我看见她真古董去看电影 整个夏天眼看就要过去
我连介绍自己的勇气都还不知道在哪里
乖乖女还是怪怪女 我要扮成梁山伯还是李小龙才能引起你的注意
怪怪女还是乖乖女 你是什么星座血型连我爷爷都好奇
你该不会是别的星球来的异形

（见到你的立体玩具掉到地上早就飞身追去 怪怪女和我又有些距离 我想像乖乖女才是我的粉红知己)

5 Million TOTO / Shartak Donesk !~

I want to strike the TOTO!~
Yes.. As i predicted, Shartak Won the UEFA Cup!~
Assignment was tiring ~
1 Question down.. 7 more to Go.. Jia You..

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Story

I heard a lot of stories from my friends regarding they don't want to go into another relationship yet as they have not get over with their previous relationship. I knew it's hard to go on, but this is life. You will need to learn to let go, before you can step into a new lease of life. To lead a happy life, everyone must learn to forgive and forget. Say is always easier to be done. Taking a small step out, it's already winning the consolation prize. One step at a time, and you will see the door of freedom Sooner or later, you will met another perfect guy/girl. If your previous BF/GF doesn't cherish / appreciate you, there's always another or plenty of person will. If he/she does, he/she will find you back within 1 months or 3, but definitely not that long. If you think he/she will comes back to you after his/her next relationship, that kinda relationship will be on the rock. You won't know the future. He/She might commit again as he/she just need a companionship rather than you.

流沙 click to listen

点点星光再耀眼　也会凋谢 情话说的难分难解　终将一别
最后留在你身边　又会是谁 真心是否远比不上　一千朵玫瑰
谁是真　谁是假 再狡猾遇上多情　
也会变傻 那频频回首　心碎的人呀 可明白爱情咫尺天涯
有甚么　放不下 昨日如烟火　未来如流沙 谁知道　
下一分下一秒　会如何变化
有甚么　放不下 青春如昙花 岁月如流沙
天再高　地再大　也容不下寂寞啊 谈（断）感情要潇洒
再粉再香的花蕊　也会枯萎 用情再深没了感觉　终难挽回
最后陪我到终点　又会是谁 承诺岂是激情过后　无聊的消遣
谁无怨　谁无悔 再皎洁浪漫的月　
也有残缺 当繁华退尽　未了的情啊 再缠绵终将事与愿违
别再强说愁　自哀自怜 旧情终成为过眼云烟 好景既已不再像从前
又何必搁在心头　 爱早已事过境迁

Tiring Day

Yesterday slept real late. Work until 12+ am. When i reach home, it's already 0040. OMG.
Now is damn sleepy. Missed the episode of 8pm SCV show yesterday. and yes. Registration of Chinese version of Forget the Lyrics is coming. To go or not to go. Still got the stupid PR to do lor. sianz. 8 Questions 8 Reference. Seems hard . Needed to read all the materials, and it is so thick. Uefa cup Final is coming. Hope Shatar Donesk will win the cup.

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Story

There's a time where this shy guy keep seeing the same Girl A in consecutive days in school. The eyes of the Girl A seems to be talking. She is so beautiful. In his life, this guy have not initiate to know a girl by himself all the while. He slowly, find out the infomation of this Girl A without the notice of his friends. He went even went into IRC to try his luck. After few weeks, he finally find out information of her. He manage to know the Girl A name and nickname through IRC via Girl B. He was just pure chance. This Girl B was from the course where the girl study, but she is not a friend of her. The guy was so happy when he starts to chat with the Girl A in IRC and eventually get her contact number. They SMS each other at times which the guy know who is her but she don't know how the guy look likes. It was until the "SHE campus concert" which they finally met. The guy give up the 2 tickets which he queue for so long and give it to her, so that he can go with her friends. Somehow fated, they were in the same class the following semester for a module. However, they were just a casual friends which never talk much after that semester. Nothing actually happens. Its only that the guy know that she was not meant for him as she is pretty, and he himself has not confidence. On top of that, there's a promise he make to a Girl C that he will wait for her until she finish her O level. That Girl C eventually went into a relationship while she is still taking her O level, but the guy didn't know. Strange thing to note that when he was in his final year, his friendship with the Girl A suddenly became close. No reason. And funniest thing is that, the Girl B which he never met or chat since that point of time, had became the closest friend of Girl A. Everything is like predestined and coincidence. Everything seems so strange. After that year, when the guy went into army, they drifted apart again. However, this guy will still remember the incident and the process when knowing her during the first year. When you see a girl , and for more than 7 days in a run you will keep bouncing into her and seen her. Maybe it's just fate. She will be alwayz her idol in his eyes because of her charm.

天天看到你 click here to listen

一开始就误会 关于你的倔强和不妥协 一离开就后悔 因为你爱的很坚决
我被缠在一些傻问题 譬如说用什么爱你 如果我就这样离去 我的心会碎的像玻璃
天天看到你 却产生了距离 爱越热心越冷的关系 也许这是我不够勇气 去解开你防卫的怀疑
天天看到你 是习惯和必须 不可能跟可能 我的心面对分离
Oh~ 我才知道自己有多爱你

Boring Working Days..

Wah.. Sianz.. today gonna work real late. Work OT until at least 11pm.
Nothing happens really much today. By the way, I just happen to know that two of my friends are attached. Feel Happy for them. Hope they can stay blissful and happy alwayz. During the long wait until 11pm, not sure am i able to start my assignment for PR a not. I really hate PR. No Mood to do. Why the deadline is so near?

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Story

Who will be there when you really need help? For me, it's definitely friends. They are the most important people. I once watch a variety show. That guy celebrity don't look like a person who will cry to me. But, his story is quite touching. They are a boyband. In the band, this Guy A was not so good with all the other boys, especially Guy B. The group boycott and play a fool with Guy A as he is the leader of the group. The Guy A cannot take their sarcastic words, and he rush out to one corner to ponder over the thoughts. He thought no one can find him as it is such a dark place at a corner. But... this Guy B is actually the first one who find him. He sit down by his side quietly until Guy A starts talking. Guy A asked: "How do you know i am here?". Guess what. The Guy B replied: " I just know." At this point, Guy A starts to cry. Guy B just give him a simple tap on his should and Guy A tears just break out. I felt this story is real touching.
I really cherish my friends. Even if i ask your (friends) some questions and you don't reply. Even we never much in contacts, i will still cherish every friends i know so far. Thanks. =)

感激 click to listen

今天知道风雨纵然遇到
明日会远去而暂时无须苦恼
天多高地多厚一颗心依然未老
能像你看透我一生感觉好

春风秋雨仿似你能预告
长夜里有你就如明灯分布
不开心若枯燥的起心肝总能做到
曾像你说过我终於感觉到

感激当我终发现曾经身边总有你在路途
感激当你於岁月无声里让我苏醒得更早
如何能高声讲出你好 (让你知道)
如何能 每天都倾诉 不分早晚只有你能做到(愿你知道)
明白你爱我面容由此衰老多艰辛没哭诉(彼此感到)
奔波一生不求回报惟望你种过那青草长更高(将一切尽诉)

感激当我终发现曾经身边总有你在路途
感激当你於岁月无声里让我苏醒得更早
如何能高声讲出你好 (让你知道)
如何能 每天都倾诉

感激当我终发现曾经身边总有你在路途
感激当你於岁月无声里让我苏醒得更早
如何能高声讲出你好 (让你知道)
如何能 每天都倾诉
如何能高声讲出你好 (让你薰陶)
让你指导 如何能 每天都倾诉

One Down.. One more PR

Finally, my assignment for advertising had completed. Special Thanks to Ivan for helping me in vetting through my assignment. Real Thanks. Sometimes, feel a bit "paiseh" to those friends that help me with my assignment so far. Keep bothering them. But i'm glad i have known all of you. Too bad, nowadays don't have Chinese assignment, if not, maybe i can help you all back. Haha. My next nearest deadline is just days away. OMG. All the assignment is so tight. I gonna take a real break after this assignment done. Wish Me Good Luck!

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Story

The guy loves the girl so deeply ever since they first met. He dare not even confess to her anything as he always think that he's no good. He will react immediately to every request that the girl make. It can say that he is totally devoted to this girl. He had a good job opportunity going in overseas but he rather sacrifice himself just to let her happy. Every time whenever the girl is in a relationship, he will just be by her side, especially when she's feel down. He always thought the girl will be with him after her break up relationship. But thats not the fact. He know that the girl will not like him hence he's can only just be her "BEST" friend.

你不爱我 click to listen

习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝 这一次至少是我先说离别 有一些痛楚看不见泪水 有一种防卫叫做我无所谓 要让你快乐原是我的心愿 可是你从不在意我的伤悲 丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑 却带走我一切 你不爱我是我舍不得 是我不配为你再狼狈 你不爱我你真的不爱我 尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费 是我不配和命运作对 一直以为我是后卫 原来只是那后备

Rushing for deadline

OMG.. My Assignment gonna due soon. Need to rush my assignment. After this assignment done, got another 1 week for PR assignment, I'm gone.

Hope will be back soon to post a long post
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I got 2 friends, Ting Hui and Aik Nan just graduated from their Dip. When is my turn for my BA!!
Saw their photo in their graduation gowns. So envy. How come last time my poly do not have this!!
Anyway, i got a good classmates now. Still not yet decided whether to fly to Aus to grad or grad in Sg. Really need to consider. Hope my graduation turn comes real soon. Classmates out there. This is a real good song for all of us.

萍聚 click to listen

Come on baby
this day had to come sometime you know that
I gotta do my thing you gotta do yours
talk to me girl

别管以後将如何结束　
至少我们曾经相聚过　
不必费心的彼此约束
更不需要言语的承诺　
只要我们曾经拥有过　
对你我来讲已经足够
人的一生有许多回忆　
只愿你的回忆有个我　

当我跟你 Hand in hand
走在这条空走廊　我知道　
我们的方向不一样
And when 四目交接时 我一直　想　
这是不是我们的最後一次　
时间在不知不觉中　一点一滴飞逝
现在你是否能听见我的歌词　
我以为我们会看到永远　
可是"永远"没来
It's so hard to say goodbye.
Don't cry 别想不确定未来
Don't ask 我们到底会不会分开　
毕业 What's next 我觉得很旁徨
但我从不後悔　一起走过这段时光　
何尝不希望　你跟我一起走
But ya, gotta go and I, gotta flow, yo
我要跟大马戏团一起追求
Hip hop 的梦 And the beat goes on

别管以後将如何结束　
至少我们曾经相聚过(当你坐我旁边的时候　我都没有想那麼多)
不必费心的彼此约束　
不更需要言语的承诺(考试卷上的分数　已经决定未来不同的路)

等了这麼久我终于等到这一天　
前一夜睡不著因为今天要毕业
心情 Happy to be graduating
可是也觉得有点空虚
Baby you and me 这条路到哪里去　
唯一不会忘记　你我的爱情方程式
但是　铁定会忘记我的数学老师
Bet you gonna agree with me
baby you and me 虽然我们不在一起　
我们拥有共同回忆
Please 不要让我看见你的悲伤
否则　下一段　不知该怎麼唱

别管以後将如何结束　
至少我们曾经相聚过(当你坐我旁边的时候　我都没有想那麼多)
不必费心的彼此约束　
更不需要言语的承诺(考试卷上的分数　已经决定未来不同的路)

Baby 我能做什麼　我能说什麼
让你不感觉那麼难过　其实没什麼　有什麼好难过
Not at all 反正生命要继续喔
Like the beat goes on
男人有泪不轻弹
School 不是伤心处　
读万卷书　不如行万里路　
毕业　就是梦想护身符
Witness 即将　挑战不可能的任务
Don't cry~~~
Don't ask ~~~~`

别管以後将如何结束　
Don't cry~~~
Don't ask ~~~~`
至少我们曾经相聚过(当你坐我旁边的时候　我都没有想那麼多)
Don't cry~~~
Don't ask ~~~~`
不必费心的彼此约束　
Don't cry~~~
Don't ask ~~~~`
更不需要言语的承诺(考试卷上的分数　已经决定未来不同的路)
Don't cry~~~
Don't ask ~~

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 1

I gonna make friday a song recommendation day. Recommending new song to everyone. Or even nice songs. Hope your like it.

The song i want to recommend now is from Wilber Pan (潘伟柏) - Be With You.
This song is a duet with Akon. The lyrics is nice. Just like the title. R&B style with a mixture of English and Chinese. Here's the lyrics and song.

Be With You

I know they wanna come and separate us but they cant do us nothin
Your the one I want and I’m a continue lovin
Cause your considered wify and I’m considered husband
And I’m a always be there for you
我不管你用任何眼光看我 我都不会选择放弃 我要坚持到底 忽略那些冷言冷语 爱是如此珍贵 值得我们彼此相信 两颗心才越靠越近
And no one knows Why I’m into you
Cause youll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂 是我们的梦 懂再多困难只要牵手 就变得不同
That’s why well break through
And I don’t care what they say I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like,
I lean you on that Prada
You ain’t got to match with the shoes
我知道每一次的沟通 就会让我爱你更多 跟一次的拥抱 温暖让我不再怯懦 爱是真实的触摸 美好或相同
Keepin it always true
And no one knows What I’m into you
Cause youll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂 是我们的梦 懂再多困难只要牵手 就变得不同
That’s why well break through
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎 怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain’t no one I compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that’s why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎 怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎 怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

Angels and Demons

Correction.. Haa.. I didn't manage to meet Grace on wednesday as she last minute have something on. But, I manage to meet her yesterday with Shaun. We went for a dinner at Marina Square. Which later, we catch "Angels and Demons". Overall, the show is not that hard to understand, unlike Davinci Code (according to Shaun and Grace), as i didn't watch Davinci Code. The initial stage of the show is quite bored actually. It's hard to understand. It soon become better as the show progress. It become clearer and more exciting. Towards the end of the show, when you think the show had came to an end, but i didn't. It some sort end up like having a additional story in a story. The ending ended quite good and not really predictable. Recommended.

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Story

Go into a relationship. Break up, Patch up, Break up, Patch back and what come after? Normally, after all this, you will not feel anything. It may only seem as a closer friendship than others. But not a couple. This is a story about this kinda of relationship. In a relationship, the intial stage is always the sweetest. After which, it may turns bad or better. But if it turns bad, can you notice it? For example, this girl have always treat this guy very well. She will put him in the first place whenever possible. However, this guy no longer treat her the way he treated her during their initial stage. Sometimes, this girl ever wonder if this guy still loves her. The girl will just follow him everywhere he go. She is scare, hence she does not want to ask him whether he loves her. This guy however after going into this relationship, he felt that he is tied up. He want his own freedom hence he has been doing his own likings. The girl will just tag along. This kind of relationship has been dragging on for long period of time. Loving a guy/girl that you actually never took a place in his/her heart before. Is it worth it? I bet there are some people out there is having this kinda relationship. Your "Love" might just use an excuse to initiate the breakup at one stage. But, do you really think you have ever taken a place in his/her heart? Think about it. Hope this song say your story.

也许 click to listen

經過那麼久以後 你依然如此灑脫 我只能跟在身後 不問你是否愛我 也不敢多要求 深怕你不再聯絡 還是同樣的結果 你終於說出了口說你並不適合我 我知道那只是你的藉口 你不想傷害我 卻又傷得我徹透 你要求一片天空 請我還給你自由 卻沒想過 我從來不曾住在你心中 也許我早該看透 我們不會再有以後哦也許 也許有一天你也會寂寞

Anticipating the meetup

Just finish my lunch as i typing this. Today gonna meet Grace, together with Shaun and Si Zhen. It's been so long since i really have dinner with Grace. She's our secondary 1 classmate which later transfer out of KCP during secondary 2. But in true, during secondary 1 that time, we didn't even chat much. Glad that she still remember me or rather us, and rather thankful to social networking site that enable us to find each other. Quite long never meet up with Si Zhen also. Although we chatted in Msn. One of few secondary classmate that i often keep in contact with. I've always been meeting Shaun weekly. So still ok. Today gonna pass him a belated birthday present. Hope he did not this. As i have not officially tell everyone about my blog. Although i have put it in my Msn. Haha.


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Story

Have you ever been disheartened over your boyfriend/girlfriend. It is a silly question to ask. But, i'm sure most of your is able to resolve it. After resolve the problems, does your feeling still as the same as before? It may differ. I once heard a story from my friend. It's regarding his friend.

The girl is in relationship with this guy ever since she study university. This girl loves this guy so deeply that she will go back to him after they quarrel. She will defend the guy no matter how her friends criticise him. How bad is this guy. He blocks all her freedom. He don't allow her to meet up her classmates for project. She need to report to him wherever she goes. When he knows that she lie to her, he beat her up, pinch her and scold her. Her friend is able to see the bruises all over her as it is so obvious. But she still defends him. He once know that she actually meet her project mates to do project, there is guy within this group. The guy actually rush down and confront him, and threaten to beat him. As an outsider, i have actually seen this girl. I feel she definitely deserves a better man. She should really learns to let go, and forget about this relationship. This guy can don't even bother to call her when he is away on vacation. He can even go out with girls while her girlfriend could not do the same. I can't see the happiness in her eyes actually. Sometimes, let go may be a happiness also. This is how i feel.

弃权 click to listen

很疲倦 在流域离开之间周旋 慌到没有知觉 你只想爱我几天几夜 我天真以为 能几年几月 掉进一个谎言 手不肯放就会整个沦陷 很危险 怎么能爱的那么卑微 等着被你忽略 害怕的眼泪流一整夜 但你的安慰 却只给一点 应该怎么摆脱爱情的包围 让我往后退 对你的热情你的虚伪再也不眷恋 我试着判断试着习惯 被爱的盲点 完全弃权 不让你分配快乐伤悲 放弃为你在身边用等待来熬夜 放弃配合你要的情节做个心虚的演员 爱你的泪明天会不见 春天应该不远 很危险 怎么能爱的那么卑微 等着被你忽略 害怕的眼泪流一整夜 但你的安慰 却只给一点 应该怎么摆脱爱情的包围 让我往后退 对你的热情你的虚伪再也不眷恋 我试着判断试着习惯 被爱的盲点 完全弃权 不让你分配快乐伤悲 放弃为你在身边用等待来熬夜 放弃配合你要的情节做个心虚的演员 爱你的泪明天会不见 春天应该不远 (爱上你对不对) 不再奢望能体会有结 (爱你是场梦魇) 眼看着你出去游戏人间 只让自己埋怨后悔 对你的热情你的虚伪再也不眷恋 我试着判断试着习惯 被爱的盲点 完全弃权 不让你分配快乐伤悲 放弃为你在身边用等待来熬夜 放弃配合你要的情节做个心虚的演员 爱你的泪明天会不见 春天应该不远

Finally my results is back

Finally finally. I got back my results for Public Relation, Advertising and Publication. The grade was rather ..... Haha.. Your should know lah.. Actually, I got a Credit for PR, Distinction for Advertising and Pass for Publication. Not sure i suppose to be happy or not. But, still i'm fine with the results. At least i pass all. I specially want to thanks Aaron and his friend to help me for the assignment of Advertising. That's why i got a distinction for that.

Work is just as normal., and i gotta rush my second assignment for advertising.

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Story

This couple was together with a long period of time. They are a lovely couple in their friend's eyes. There is no promise from this guy that he will marry the girl. Eventually, this guy got alot of things to tell the girl, but he don't want to make empty promises. he did not even say the 3 simple words to the girl. He simple just ignore saying as he does not deem that it is important to have it say all the time. As this relationship drags further, their relationship had turn from sweet to bad. The girl started to nag/scold at him, and starts to ignore him also. The girl feeling towards the guy has slowly faded away. At this point of time, the guy is actually planning to propose to her. But, just before he could, the girl initiate a break up. The guy was so sad. As days passed, he starting to ponder over the things they did together in the past. The met some how coincidentally in the street one day, but both acted as if they are strangers to each other. The guy just keep silent, although he feel sad. A month later, he finally pick up his courage. But, it was too late. The girl actually met with an accident soon after they met on the street that day. This guy was so remorseful.

Does this sounds a bell to you. This might not be happening to you yet. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend now, don't save those words. It may seems unimportant to you, but it's definitely matters to your other half. Especially for those in long relationship. Say it before it's too late. We cannot predict the future, but we can prepare for it.

终于说出口 (click me to listen)

我还要做什么 你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
没什么需要被原谅
我笑的有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
我不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
再搂着我的手 握住的只是风
还能做什么 你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你 难道这还不够
我还要做什么 你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我 oh no no wu～～～

My first post for new blog ~ J-A-Y-I-S ~

My first post which i created in a rush. Don't expect me to write too many things. How "Jayis" come about.

At the very early days during Secondary school, I always wanted to have an English name for myself. Since my Chinese name is called Jinsheng, i like the initial 'J' since i was young. As you called 'J', i felt the name was nice to hear. I decided to call myself 'J'. But, i can't possibly use the letter 'J' as my name hence he don't spell good. Next thought that came to my mind is 'Jay'. I tell some of my classmates about this English name, and before i could tell all of my friends. Here come the 'Jay Chow' fever. I don't want to have a name which others that might say i copycat, or i thick skin, hence i don't want to use the name anymore.

Here comes a tricky part. My initial came into play, 'JS'. Why not i use 'JS' as my English name. Hence 'Jay' 'iS' came my mind. Most of the time when i come out with this name, i will write capital letter for J and S in 'JayiS'. That is the origin of my name 'Jayis'. =D

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Story

Who think they have achieved what they want so far. I personally think i have achieved anything much in my life. If given a chance, i got so much i wanted to change. I will pick up my courage to confess to the girl i like in the past. I will enjoy my life more. I will travel to every little dot of Singapore. I will take more part time job to earn money. I will show more care to my friend. I will try to widen my circle of friends. Who don't have this thinking? There is so many thing we can do if we can turn back the time.


回到过去

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸 不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端 无法存活在真实的空间
* 想回到过去 试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去 试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及 想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放 盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰濛濛的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去 一转身孤单已躺在身旁
Repeat *
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉 想回到过去