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RE - LIVE!~ after near one month of absent... Brand NEW!~

2009-10-12T23:51:00.002+08:00

大众都说女人的心思很难猜透，特别是男人，超喜欢说这句。。但我觉得男人何尝不是。。这个说法不会全无凭据。。至少我认为男人比较主动，勇敢追求，而遭到拒绝所导致。。因为他认为为什么女孩子可以不时对他忽冷忽热，这才让他们伤脑筋。。想一想，女孩子不表示主动，这才会让男孩子胡思乱想。。但胡思乱想是女孩子的本性，她们也不知男孩的想法而感到不知所措。。常会担心这，担心那。。可是男孩子就是爱面子，所以有些心思就是不爱表明。。这也怪不得女子会给错误的讯息。。如果什么事情都能够勇于表达，那世界就会更完美。。

In generalisation, mens always blaming that girl's mind are hard to guess..But, what about guys!? This concept is not totally no evident of it. Most of the time, it is due to the wrong appreciation from the guys, where they are more initiative in relationship. They chase, they woo, and they fail. The failure will then lead them to think why do girls can change from last he best know her.. But, all those daydreaming, thinking is what girls know how to do best.. They often will think of more things than guys. Have you ever wonder the pain inside them when the guys they like don;t get the hints it gives to them? And the wrong guys misinterpret their hints.. Guys care only their face and reputation.. They just kept everything to themselves, and girls always think that guys should take initiative in relationship.. This is the origin of all unhappiness and sadness.. If all can express their feeling freely, this world will be a better place..

Jayis

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/263843ht.htm

Weekly Recommendation _ 16

2009-09-04T14:25:00.001+08:00

这就是爱吗 click to listen

你确定这就是爱吗

真的爱我吗

手牵着手漫步斜阳

就当作浪漫

两个人眺望远方

以为爱的晴朗

当我回头望

却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光

当爱情换了方向

你一如过往

对爱太紧张

但未来又会怎样

未知的明天总让我旁徨

谁给我力量

我不怕你爱不爱我

只害怕你以为爱我

抓紧我不算拥有

你总学不会放手

我不怕你不懂爱我

只怕你把习惯当作爱

你猜不透我要什麽

两个人眺望远方

以为爱的晴朗

当我回头望

却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光

当爱情换了方向

你一如过往

对爱太紧张

但未来又会怎样

未知的明天总让我旁徨

谁给我力量

我不怕你爱不爱我

只害怕你以为爱我

抓紧我不算拥有

你总学不会放手

我不怕你不懂爱我

只怕你把习惯当作爱

你猜不透我要什麽

我不怕你爱不爱我

只害怕你以为爱我

抓紧我不算拥有

你总学不会放手

我不怕你不懂爱我

只怕你把习惯当作爱

你猜不透我要什麽

喔你猜不透我要什麽

2nd September

2009-09-02T14:28:00.002+08:00

Finally I finish my new media assignment 2 yesterday.. That assignment is torturing me all the while.. What the hell.. My classmates all extended the deadline.. I should have done that also.. but after thinking..

Submit late will get Grade - Pass Only

Submit on time will get ANY Grade... Even if fail, re-do also will have Pass.. In addition, i got lecturer feedback..

but can see the lecturer is really angry that he desseminate the following message to us..

Dear BA23 class members,

Assignment 2

I know that quite a high number of you have asked for extensions for Assignment 2.

Unless you hear from me otherwise, please assume that I have agreed to your request.

However, please also note that, as I explained in class, any papers not submitted before or on September 1 (that is, today, midnight, Singapore time) will be graded without penalty, but no feedback will be provided for those papers submitted after today’s due date.

Assignment 3

I have decided to extend the deadline for the final assignment by one week – to Monday October 5.

All papers submitted by this date will be returned with detailed feedback and suggestions for improvement.

If you cannot make this deadline, then you do not need to ask me specifically for an extension. Assume you have an extension. However, please note the following:

· Papers submitted after October 5 and by October 12 will be graded without penalty but also without feedback.
· Papers submitted after October 12 will be penalised by up to 50% of the available marks, depending on how late, and specific reasons for late submission

I am also hoping that this additional week will give you a little more time to take my suggestions on your work into account.

Regards, and good luck!

Michael

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结果咧

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧我們在舞池發瘋　他們旁邊空點頭

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧抓緊了整個節奏　身體就全面解脫

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧整場焦點全集中　揮灑著每一秒鐘結果咧　

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧

You fly just like I'veknown Hell yeah we're on,let's go

怕衣服行頭被打槍　怕身材髮型被打槍

don't dance,don't rap

預設立場太多嫌自己造型不夠趴　嫌老外總是一大掛太多　框架　未戰就先梭哈

Go show'em whachu got yo Go show'em how we rock yo Go show'em how the hottest game in the place is done

用力跳起來吧　閃自己的亮光告訴他們全場　誰的聲勢最大

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧我們在舞池發瘋　他們旁邊空點頭

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧抓緊了整個節奏　身體就全面解脫結果咧　

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧整場焦點全集中　揮灑著每一秒鐘

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧大嘴巴已經出動

Report to the dance floor 裝傻　不是無辜還假裝　

形象　還是死要hold住它張望　空坐著不會進帳　

進帳　是要靠自己去闖害怕別人的眼光　被白眼　說閒話

那乾脆兩手一攤妄想上帝會發光不要害怕　去放　交鋒後　你會得到滿滿勳章

Go show'em whachu got yo Go show'em how we rock yo DA MOUTH in house on the dance floor That's now we do it go

用力跳起來吧　閃自己的亮光告訴他們全場　誰的聲勢最大

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧朋友變男友　男友再多也不嫌多

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧大嘴巴　誰還在亂講話　大嘴巴　讓我們來稱霸

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧按喇叭　大腳丫　油門緊尬別放

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧變化球　是誰揮棒落空　王牌投手　是我

就像你聽到的　帶頭是大嘴巴釋放深處的靈魂跳脫出來吧集合所有當家　蹦出節奏火花　無法抗拒發燙

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧結果咧　

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧朋友變女友　女友再多也不嫌多

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧大嘴巴　誰還在亂講話　大嘴巴　讓我們來稱霸

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧按喇叭　大腳丫　油門緊尬別放

結果咧　結果咧　結果咧　結果咧變化球　是誰揮棒落空　結果王牌投手　還是我

Weekly Recommendation _ 15

2009-08-28T15:38:00.002+08:00

A song that describe me.. At least for what I feel.. I think this is a feeling which everyone will came across.. Nice penned lyrics..

暗恋 - click to listen

Still lonely still loney

昨晚又再见到你你还是那么美丽

我紧张到话都不会说就傻傻看着你

渴望永远这距离就是和你在一起

醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境告诉自己要冷静

却又无法不想你我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己

是你对我有戒心还是我没有自信

可是谁也不能阻止我我要暗恋你

So lonely So here I am standing all alone

在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候

Here I am waiting just for you

开放我所有希望你能了解你能够接受

So lonely 今晚渴望再见你虽然只是在梦里

短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你就算没快乐结局

就算从此死了心我要付出我所有诚意只要能感动你我愿意

So lonely so here I am standing all alone

在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候

Here I am waiting just for you

开放我所有

我要为你怎么做你才接受我 (才接受我)

我喜欢你 (我喜欢你) 我要你 (我要你) 我爱你

So here I am standing all alone(standing all alone)

在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候

So here I am waiting just for you

开放我所有希望你能了解你能够接受

I'm lonely 故事就说到这里就算你们再好奇

我想说的都已说完了其余是秘密在那某一个街头

会流传某个旋律那是我在轻轻唱着歌

我多爱你Janine

Weekly Recommendation _ 14

2009-08-21T16:26:00.002+08:00

There's an answer in everyone heart.. You know it and expected it.. Sometimes, no matter what others say to you, you just choose not to believe it, even if it is the fact.. Keep your mind clear, and respect another view..

答案 click to listen

天渐渐亮电话还挂不断

雨停不了就连道别也听不到

就让沉默当做某段的陪伴

我们的无奈变得徬徨

谁都不想为难

为何放不下遗憾碰不到爱的中央

谈不上承担也谈不完

我们原地打转

也许看不到永远到不了爱的终点

谁都知道那说不出的不安

永远没有答桉

天一片蓝以为它多开朗

雨落下来原来它也会有哀伤

就让心酸换作放手的打算

我们的对望

各自希望谁都要更坚强

喔 ~ 有什麽遗憾从来不问的答桉

等我够勇敢我愿意再往前看

喔 ~ 有什麽遗憾从来不问的答案

等我够勇敢我愿意再往前看

谁都知道　

那说不出的不安永远没有　答案

Go g@@gle!~

2009-08-19T13:53:00.002+08:00

Wah.. today i did something in google.. Guess what.. I got a 专属 (unique) Name/Identity.. When I type my nick jayisjayz in, it can be found in google, and every page of it is related to me... hahha... Your may wanna try does this works out for u.. But bad point is, vulnerable to privacy.. haha..

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I think i already used to being alone? or isit I'm self-centered? No sure and don't care..

一人晚餐 click to listen

外面是日曬你卻講晚安　

滴著汗構想雪中境況當我在辦公室很忙　

或你在渴睡已經倒在床

未絕望就算各散於兩方　

月亮在晚空同樣升降将这电邮输送留心看

若果要說盡我的掛牽恐怕談天光

就算一人晚餐一人望海我會習慣兩人座架縱沒旁人我懂欣賞孤與單

就算深宵失眠寂寞瀰漫有些冰冷尋到心中所愛　從未多心想再揀

就算一人上班一人候車偶爾自嘆我仍學會假日陪同友好傾通宵買衫

就算相戀艱難日夜緩慢世間很冷回憶不敢偷懶　留守到尾不見從不散

未絕望就算各散於兩方　月亮在晚空同樣升降將這电邮輸送留心看　

若果要說盡我的掛牽恐怕談天光

就算一人上班一人候車偶爾自嘆我仍學會假日陪同友好傾通宵買衫

就算相戀艱難日夜緩慢世間很冷回憶不敢偷懶　來生你我都再難失散

就算一人晚餐一人望海我會習慣兩人座駕縱沒旁人我懂欣賞孤與單

就算深宵失眠寂寞瀰漫有些冰冷尋到心中所愛　從未多心想再揀

就算一人上班一人候車偶爾自嘆我仍學會假日陪同友好似當初貪玩

就算相戀艱難日夜緩慢世間很冷回憶不敢偷懶　留守到尾不見從不散

Digital Story

2009-08-17T16:35:00.002+08:00

Yes.. Its been a week again since i last updated.. getting lazy? perhaps? OMG..

Nothing much happens recently so i just never update.. Been wanted to go KTV.. anyone want to date me go? last thursday or isit the thursday before last went with Chong Ho to KBox and i had a good singing session.. Finally.. but i can't seem to get enough of it.. I still want to go!!

Tonight i gonna edit my digital story before i submit.. Hope everything can work well as my voice is too soft.. At night, i gonna shout into the mic and make sure my voice could be heard..

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Recently, I have heard a Rs probz from my friend, now that i realise one thing..

原来不只男人不懂女人心

女人同时也不了解男人在想什么

爱情让人变盲目

人类就是因为复杂

所以电脑才取代不了人类

女孩喜欢男孩却开不了口

男孩却也因为不知道女孩喜不喜欢他而不敢追求。。

不懂 click to listen

己经好远了腿也有一点累了我们都不知道路有多远

走到何时才歇一歇不如就现在吧让我们都停下

但是在休息后我们还不知道继续走的理由

雨都停了天都亮了我们还不懂这爱情路究竟带我们到什么地方

是要持续仍旧珍惜还是回到原地如今此刻的我的确是有一点疲倦

己经好远了退也有一点累了我们都不知道路有多远

走到何时才歇一歇不如就现在吧让我们都停下

但是在休息后我们还不知道继续走的理由

雨都停了天都亮了我们还不懂这爱情路究竟带我们到什么地方

是要持续仍旧珍惜还是回到原地如今此刻的我的确是有一点疲倦

雨都停了天都亮了我们还不懂这爱情路究竟带我们到什么地方

是要持续仍旧珍惜还是回到原地如今此刻的我的确是有一点疲倦

如今此刻的我的确是有一点疲倦

weekly recommendation 13

2009-08-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

Specially recommending this song.. His vocal may not be the best, but the feeling is there.. Sing with his heart.. 黄鸿升 which is also famously know as 小鬼.. The lyrics is good, hence the feeling demo by him is there..

不屑 click to listen

事情如果那么简单那就好了想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消灭人类如果没有心脏那就好了

受伤不会流血悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类传染颓废

不需要愚昧的尊严不需要去偷窃你的思念

自我安慰就让我伪装

我嘴角不屑让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我保留我最后一点点特权赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑可能我心里一半已经残废

那一半跟著你走远了的那一天

这一半浅浅的瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑

别想要说服我纯洁的绝对

我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类

悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑

那是我自己虚荣心在作祟

自以为或许有一天我们会重叠

我可以再爱你第二遍

Missing in Action!~

2009-08-11T12:21:00.002+08:00

Hi All.. im back~

I've been missing for 1 week.. actually nothing much happen.. and maybe plain lazy also.. that's y I nv update my blog.. haa.. Or maybe ponder over alot of thoughts.. What have I really achieved so far? and what do i want to achieve? I really hope to find the answer soon~! Actually, I think my answer will be out soon after I complete my study!~ Someone ask me a question, how come I always talk about songs or entertainment stuffs? It struck me..actually, not i really wanted to, it's because I don't really want to talk about work related stuffs.. If already stress by work, why do we still need to talk about it every hour.. Songs and entertainment stuffs is all related to media.. maybe thats the reason i study Mass Comm? so that work related stuffs will not be so stress as something new and interesting is happening all the time? hope im right..

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Sometime things really happens too fast that you can't really think before you react.. Not every thing in the world that you could really control.. I knew all along the feeling is the most important in everything.. No matter is it to work or to rs.. Towards both of this, i deem the most important of all is feeling.. When I feel it's right, I knew it will be the case.. As for now, my feel for the current job is not there yet, and girl for my rs have not appear too..It may be the same to all others out there.. Just wait and see then..

跟着感觉走 click to listen

跟着感觉走紧抓住梦的手

脚步越来越轻越来越快活

尽情挥洒自己的笑容爱情会在任何地方留我

跟着感觉走紧抓住梦的手

蓝天越来越近越来越温柔

心情就象风一样自由突然发现一个完全不同的我

跟着感觉走让它带着我希望就在不远处等着我

跟着感觉走让它带着我梦想的事哪里都会有

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 12

2009-08-07T09:40:00.000+08:00

Been BZ and Lazy to Log in.. This song is really good! New Band, Fresh and great.. Pure Music Lover...

2375 Click To Listen

回家的路好远要如何走进你的心里面

外面的空气再新鲜也闻不到最熟悉的怀念

回家的路好远你的坚决我自己的世界

实现愿望的路线非得要告别好多的从前

时间过了两千三百七十五天长长的路还有一千三百多公里远

那还需要多少加仑清澈的水才可以平衡过程中的眼泪

飞机来回越过无数次地平线对于未来的路还是一知半解

文化大熔炉对种族还存有偏见世界大同的梦想是否只挂在嘴边

回家的路好远地球还是没有停止转圈

生命不断在更变生活总有看不清的盲点

时间过了两千三百七十五天长长的路还有一千三百多公里远

那还需要多少加仑清澈的水才可以平衡过程中的眼泪

飞机来回越过无数次地平线对于未来的路还是一知半解

文化大熔炉对种族还存有偏见世界大同的梦想是否只挂在嘴边

啦啦啦....

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 11

2009-07-31T10:57:00.002+08:00

Songs from Janice new Album.. All the songs in her new album is great.. The first hit of her album titled Morning

When I hear the bird start singing

I wanna see you

Woo,Woo,do do do do do...

When I see the leaves start falling

I wanna see you The only thing

I'll do Don't you know

Is to rush and run to you

When I hear the clock start ticking

I start to miss you

Ooh...The only thing I'll do

Is gonna dream of you

Wanna stay by by by you side

You are my everything

You are my only link

To the angel's wings

Talk about love love and

I can't stop thinking of you

Such a crazy thing

Like snow falling in spring (You know every morning)

When I hear the bird start singing

I wanna see you

Ooh...the only thing

I'll do Is to rush and run to you

When I hear the clock start ticking

I start to miss you

Ooh...The only thing I'll do

Is start to dream of you

I found my angel in my life

I can not see why

We cant be in love till we die

Wanna stay by by by you side

You are my everything

You are my only link

To the angel's wings

Talk about love love and

I cant stop thinking of you

Such a crazy thing

Like snow falling in spring

One day well spread our wings

You and me da,you and me da...

Spread our wings do...do...do...

Wannabe wannabe wanna

I wanna be.be your lover I'll run to you...ooh...

Parenting Talk

2009-07-30T23:29:00.003+08:00

Haa.. Today I listen to the parenting talk on how to take care of children.. LoL.. I like planning for my future on how to take care of my own child le.. It's definitely will benefits in some way.. Good learning.. =)

Some words by the speaker really make sense and is able to apply even to our daily life.. Cool learning.. The thing I really think hard about and felt it's true is...

You have already make a BIG mistake if you "COMPARE". I think that's apply to our daily life. Whenever comparison is made, it is already wrong. There's nothing to compare. The more you compare, the more you cannot satisfy, and the more you will sink deeper into wrong deeds.. This is talk about where you compare your child with others child. If you do it the hard way in wanting your child to become like others people child, you will lead the child to be more rebellious as he grows up..

喜帖街 click to listen

忘掉種過的花重新的出發放棄理想吧
別再看塵封的囍帖你正在要搬家
築得起人應該接受都有日倒下
其實沒有一種安穩快樂永遠也不差
就似這一區曾經稱得上美滿甲天下
但霎眼全街的單位快要住滿烏鴉
好景不會每日常在
天梯不可只往上爬
愛的人沒有一生一世嗎
大概不需要害怕
忘掉愛過的他
當初的囍帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚紗照那道牆
及一切美麗舊年華明日同步拆下
忘掉有過的家
小餐枱、沙發、雪櫃及兩份紅茶
溫馨的光境不過借出到期拿回嗎
等不到下一代是嗎
忘掉砌過的沙
回憶的堡壘刹那已倒下
面對這墳起的荒土你註定學會瀟灑
階磚不會拒絕磨蝕
窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情就會一生一世嗎
又再惋惜有用嗎
忘掉愛過的他
當初的囍帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚紗照那道牆
及一切美麗舊年華明日同步拆下
忘掉有過的家
小餐枱、沙發、雪櫃及兩份紅茶
溫馨的光境不過借出到期拿回嗎
終須會時辰到別怕
請放下手裡那鎖匙好嗎

累了~！

2009-07-29T15:48:00.002+08:00

Been really tired lately.. Don't understand why.. Been facing question from a lot of your asking why i still single.. I ownself also don't know why and started to get sick in answering that questions.. Next year, it will be my 10 years of 空窗期.. I also hope i can shake off singlehood lar.. haa.. I may still be young to some, but my mind is still traditional type ..

In this modern days, I really admire those girl that chase guy and I will not look at her in another view.. Hope I can find my type of girl soon..

哭了 click to listen

雨又在下了看外面又湿了

我一直等着让屋里灯都亮着

这样伤心地睡了这样压抑地醒了

想着你要来了可该变的都变了

而孤独是什么心冷是什么情是什么你是什么

我不要再想了我已经倦了我不想再唱了我已经哭了

想陪你坐着想听你说着

想知道我值得以为我们还爱着

把窗户都开着风也是凉的

我一个人唱歌声音也变成冷的

My Wish/Want List~

2009-07-27T22:35:00.003+08:00

1) I want to get my Degree Soon!~
2) I wish to have a car license
3) A new Tote bag
4) A girlfriend
5) I wish to have an album of my own
6) A chance to sing on stage for my friends
7) Travel oversea to Taiwan, HK or Japan
8) Wish to meet my Idol (Stephy, Speed or Twins) in person
9) I want to work in Advertising firm
10) Want to earn at least 5K a month
11) My name will be well known in a good way one day
12) Strike a big windfall

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A real couple if they are really in love with each other, their mutual understanding will be there no matter what.. A love without trust won't last long.. A love with good trust, even if they are distant apart, nothing can separate them.. I believe there is still fairy tale love in this modern day.. Even without talking much, or how each communicate, when love chemistry sparks, it will be accepted naturally...

流星，森林，雨 click here to listen

不着痕迹的一阵雨，
你说那是一群流星，
因为是你，我会相信，
那不是捕风捉影。
等不到一场流星雨。
雨声一样，如影随行。
我却相信，一点一滴，
是你在呼唤我姓名。
不需要张开眼睛，
也看到你和我的心情。
感受呼吸一样的回音，
让整个世界变得透明。
不需要张开眼睛，
也看到黑夜最明亮的流星。
仿佛站在屋顶，
在心底是感应，
我们的约定。
在你梦中一座森林，
忽然铺满了我的心。
因为是你，我会相信，
那不是捕风捉影。
整个城市化做森林，
忽然之间爷不停。
我却相信，一动一静，
是你在呼唤我姓名。

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 10

2009-07-24T13:34:00.002+08:00

New Song from Gary~ Not the best of all of his last few album.. But still worth the time to listen.. Nice..

掌纹 click to listen

在我的手心你落下的眼泪很冰晶莹的泪滴轻轻滑过我的一生

春去春又回我走过的孤独很黑难忘那一刻你走进生命的瞬间

我不信命我信爱情是没有理由悲欢的注定在我的掌纹中你在那里

如此的清晰没有输赢你是我的命在我的手心你落下的眼泪很冰

晶莹的泪滴轻轻滑过我的一生春去春又回我走过的孤独很黑

难忘那一刻你走进生命的瞬间我不信命我信爱情是没有理由

悲欢的注定在我的掌纹中你在那里如此的清晰没有输赢你是我的命

我不信命我信命中你给的每个考验和奇迹在我的掌纹中安身立命是否愿意

张开手你回应我不信命我不信命我只信你

New Media!~

2009-07-24T13:20:00.002+08:00

My second module of this sem.. Predicted to be a tough subject.. Hope i can stay attentive in class tonight.. Everything will be fine.. Jia You!~

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Everyone will have a birthday.. Those who have BF/GF will normally spend the day with their them, but those who have BF/GF will definitely also have a great company of besties to celebrate their birthday earlier or later.. So, for those who do not have BF/GF, friends are the most important asset to them.. A simple meal with those hard to get together friends will makes your birthday feel different.. It's extremely blissful if u have alot of friends wanted to date u out to celebrate.. Present is not really an important factor after all.. Present is a token came right from own heart.. Hence, i alwayz believe in giving a present instead of voucher, or red packet.. It is chosen after much consideration, even it's a cheap item, the time taken in choosing the present is definitely worth more than the money.. Friends is to be cherished..

手牵手 click to listen

花开花谢又是季节的转移我们将要面对未来的分离

请你牢记这段记忆朋友我永远祝福你

人生一定要起落但请不要伤心我会在你身边给你最多的鼓励做什么都愿意

把我们的手牵在一起用青春的手来写奇迹把我们的心放在一起共同度过风和雨

Tuesday 天气晴~

2009-07-21T14:43:00.002+08:00

Today is a good weather.. Finally, i think today can have a good rest after the weekend job.. Yesterday worked OT to ensure everything runs smoothly in BP after the power shutdown on Sunday.. I think i gotta stay back for tomorrow and Thursday again.. and then, Friday to Sunday is my new module for the semester... Tired out...

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I heard a story from my friend few months back.. She is tired to get in love again, for the reason that his ex-BF let her down again and again.. When they were together, she felt just so in love and being take care of.. Her boyfriend doesn't think likewise.. He met a girl which is younger then her and eventually starts chasing her without telling her.. With the technology of social networking website nowadays, my friend saw the "tagged" photos of him with that girl.. Not one, but many.. She felt so sad, she confronted him at last after many thinking and finally the guy admit and initiate breakup and be with that girl.. Soon after, she came back to her again because he quarrel with the girl, my friend's heart was too soft that she welcome him back wholeheartedly and believe he will change.. But, that's never happen.. He went back to the girl very soon and left my friend again.. But, once again, he go back to her (while my friend still like him) whenever he quarrel with the girl.. My friend know she feel very hurt whenever this case arise, and it took her very very long to step out of her box and not to get involve with him again..

From my point of view, i feel that guy s very wrong to do that.. If she really like that younger girl, just love her wholeheartedly and don't get involve with his ex-GF so many times.. This will indent more hurt to his ex-GF and cannot let her get on with her life..

你很爱他 click to listen

当你决定　你要离开我　我没有说什么　就当作你自由

有好几次我都想挽留　哭求也没有用　就当作是寂寞

因为我能明白　他的温柔　对你是种解脱就坦白告诉我　谁是你的最爱

其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　说你没有想他　是可怜我吧

我已没有借口　只能放手　不肯奢求　你说爱我

其实你很爱他　她很温柔吗　其实你很想他　就说出口吧

我已不想多说　捂住耳朵　不想再次听到你说　你很爱他

其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　说你没有想他　是可怜我吧

我已没有借口　只能放手　不肯奢求　你说爱我

其实你很爱他　她很温柔吗　其实你很想他　就说出口吧

我已不想多说　捂住耳朵　不想再次听到你说　你很爱他

Fruitful and Tired week

2009-07-20T14:27:00.002+08:00

For past 3 days i've been active non-stop..

First on Friday, where i had company gathering after my work at Hardrock Cafe.. After the dinner, we still have second round where we play WII at Chris's House.. The Boxing in WII is Soooo Tiring..They drank and going for another drinking session which i never go..As i went for early soccer session at Boon Keng on Saturday..

The sun was really hot which shine till my face turn red red.. After soccer, i straight away went off to work at Habourfront where i took a shower there too.. Once started work, it took me near 6hrs to complete my work and end work at around 7pm.. My Saturday never end just like this.. I went for Secondary School gathering in ShengLie house which we had our steamboat session there..The atmosphere was good.. We had alot of talks and food.. Great.. and I heads off to AMK Hub for a movie at 11 plus.. The "Haunting" is a good horror show to watch but not as a movie.. The sound effect is really good, but not the story line though it stated there as "Bases on Real Life Story"..

Sunday is worst, i went to work at around 730am and work until 7pm at night.. The work is really sweat it out.. 4 Level of meeting rooms is not a kidding matter.. Power down of the building also means there is no air-con and no lift.. OMG.. After i end work which i reach home around 730pm, my brother jio me to go for a mahjong session in my cousin house..We play a single round and that marks my 3 non-stop activity of my weekend!~ Time Flies realy fast for me those days..

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有时我在想，我是否真的不在意

其实我知道，这一切只是在敷衍

只为他人不要感到伤心在意

只好欺骗知己假装不在意

心里的伤心难过，谁能知

只盼看到你笑容，我开心

站在别人立场想象是我的优点

但有几个人真的能欣赏或了解

我并不是不在意而是过于在乎

这事儿你能了解多少呢我想知

自由 click to listen

也许会恨你　我知道我的脾气不是很好也许不一定　我知道我还是一样爱着你打开一瓶红色的酒　看着金鱼游来游去是否我们都想要自由我没有关系　你可以假装没事离开这里一切好安静　我只是想把情绪好好压抑到底谁会先说再见　我知道我一定哭泣走的时候记得说爱我　爱我说爱我　说爱我　难道你不再爱我我的泪　滴下来　你从来不曾看过为什么　为什么　爱情让人变沉重没有人　告诉我　原来不是我想像不要回来　你已经自由了　我也已经自由了

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 9

2009-07-17T14:12:00.002+08:00

你可不可以爱我 click to listen

可不可以爱我为什麽如此的安静为什麽明明想靠近

却还在迟疑努力的我保持镇定努力开拓话题

最後却溃不成军为什麽如此的美丽深刻的烙在心里

最温柔的酷刑每一天无法不想你连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握别害怕我难过

告诉我你真实的感受至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我可不可以看我

反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄成全不是美德

拒绝也不是一种罪过你能给我快乐还是寂寞

为什麽如此的美丽深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握别害怕我难过

告诉我你真实的感受至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我可不可以看我反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过你能给我快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停我快置身灰烬你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我可不可以看我我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我能给我什麽快乐还是寂寞

it's friday~

2009-07-17T13:49:00.002+08:00

I had a really busy week recently, keep having OT at work.. Gonna burn my Saturday and Sunday for work this weekend t00.. Sianz..

Today had a coffee tasting at work.. All taste awful sia.. Maybe because i'm dislike coffee.. So Errrrrr...Im gonna meet all my colleagues and have a small gathering later.. So long never see them all at once le.. Looking forward, but not sure how it will turn out, and hope they wun tok about work.. I dun like to talk about work after working hour !!

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Sometimes, when i chat with my friend, I often being say of "like to think too much" etc..

Sometimes, people say the way I talk very funny

Sometimes, what i want to explain and chat into is often misunderstood by my friend

I wll had a hard time trying to explain something too

But what i say is straight from the heart and after thinking

Im sincere with my words and meant all of it

That's the way i speak and convey message

我就是我!

别告诉我你期待什么　我不会跟从

自己知道该往哪走　我才会像我

美丽由自己做主　不要盲从　不由分说

对着镜子催眠造作　假假的美　不适合我

我　我就是我　非美不可　复制不得　我最独特

我　我就是我　来去自由　我最洒脱　美 Up To You

我　我就是我　漂亮由我　复制不得　我最独特

我　我就是我　喜怒哀乐　忠于自我 Any Dream Up To You

Story Telling!~

2009-07-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

My Lesson for Digital Story telling had ended.. Now left with its assignment.. Haha.. i gonna come out with a story.. My assg 1 Story Board, i really wanna laugh at my own drawing.. I can used photos, but i insist on drawing, then in the end, my art is like primary school art!~ Damn Funny lar.. Can't stop laughing especially when it is scanned into computer.. Lol..

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When i was young, i ever think of "What If" i like a girl where my guy friends also like.. Although this had never happen to me, but this scenario can be seen often on the TV drama.. I just could not understand why the 2 person which carry torch for each other have sad endings.. It is often due to the fact that the guy will rather keep a distant away from the girl because his good friend like her too, and he rather sacrifice and try to grant his friend wish.. I think this is really a foolish action.. As this will cause upset to the girl, and it will hurt own self too.. i think he must make it clear with the guy, trash out the talk, and hopes he can still maintain the good friendship while still can be with the girl he like..

If he rather sacrifice, I'm sure he is not that in love with that girl also.. I'm definitely believe that friendship and relationship can be maintained at the same time.. If the guy don't understand it, he is also not true about the friendship too.. If this situation ever arises, you must really think through, what's is real around you.. What kind of friendship and relationship you want to hold.. There is only win-win solution and don't let yourself falls into lose situation..

同一个遗憾 click to listen

剩下我们坐在岸边看着她越走越远
白色星星迎着海面沙滩好远
而她的心去了哪里我们都无能为力
是谁的手能牵她回来
does she know?don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白那时候为何要对彼此为难
tell me she knows i don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
我们都学会了释怀
两个朋友一个最爱不可能有的未来
只是结局却让我们如此意外
yeah
她的决定终于坦白
开了玩笑的安排
怪谁的错(纪:谁的错)
我们都(纪:我们都)
失败(纪:no no no)
does she know?(潘:she know)
don't think so(潘:i know)
爱上了同一个遗憾(潘:i know 一个遗憾)
恍然明白那时候为何要对彼此为难
tell me she knows i don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱(纪:我们都不属于她)
不能重来的伤害而我们学会了释怀
wo oh oh(纪:wo oh)
does she know?
don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白那时候为何要对彼此为难
tell me she knows i don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害而我们学会了释怀

Weekly Recommendation 8

2009-07-10T14:53:00.001+08:00

爱上 click to listen

蓝色背景的天空　衬托着谁的美丽
白色云朵又经过　轻得像谁在呼吸
Oh 这样简单　这样自然
我想我能　为谁勇敢
只因为你懂　Yeah

＊阳光晒过的温柔　是你给我的回应
　很想了解你更多　想让距离更靠近
　Oh 我的期待　像一个城堡
　我想要宠坏　你一丝一毫
　请你别说　No No No

＃我爱上的唯一　我爱上的纯净
　你所有姿态　就是喜欢
　像是舞蹈　在世界心田

△我爱上的唯一　我爱上的纯净
　你所有的好　多么重要
　许个愿望
　因为　是你

Goodbye my Fren~~

2009-07-08T23:59:00.003+08:00

Today, my best pal had gone for his 1 year study in Melbourne..Me, together with Ivan, Erica, Jacq, Mat and Elvin sent him off in the Airport.. Haha, one funny thing is, we reach earlier than him.. He really like bring his whole house over ar.. lol.. I'm just exaggerating. But he did bring alot, and his luggage is like over 20 Kg.. watch him unpacked all his stuffs there is really funny scene also.. haha..

Ready to Go

A deep Hug from Dad

Departure..

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人往高处爬
放手虽然难
是时候放手让孩子去外面闯时
还是得让他们去
希望下次见到他们时
会变得更懂事
更有责任感
这时就会觉得那时是对的！

离家出走 click to listen
豁出去漫遊　不通知親友
那快感少有　哪管想去多久
抱得你未夠　於這裡悶透
才誓死跟你　逛盡地球
何必每件壮举都需要理由　伴你去出走
快活而內疚　不管舉世追究
願扣上你雙手　自繁華浪處到沙丘
戀愛　能有幸這樣放肆至足夠
別再管誰咒你　曾經荒謬闖蕩異地
亦未枉相戀超出煩惱的禁忌　
視世上人不理　想早晚能見你
曾經反叛也是我運氣　天與地
年老了不再飛　無那份勇氣
怕一世未能　沙礫中擁吻
有了你先有　這最淒美質感
縱使有地震　不因我犯禁
誰話你壞人　不減吸引
明知我做錯過的總要奉還　但我愛一眼
有自由浩嘆　都深刻過不散
讓你我似走犯　在窮途入教堂進諫
上帝　求你讓我共愛侶過更多晚
代價高仍愛你　曾經荒謬闖蕩異地
亦未枉相戀超出煩惱的禁忌
視世上人不理　想早晚能見你
曾經反叛也是我運氣　天與地
逃過約束拋開生死
這樣也許了不起　但有一日轟烈乏味
就讓彼此都別戀他人也不忘記
別個再沒法比　瘋過後能放棄
回家安樂過亦有運氣　不顧忌
才了解喜與悲　能以後銘記
人有天總怕死　才注定別離

broke ar!!!

2009-07-06T16:27:00.003+08:00

The past Saturday and Sunday makes me real broke. First, is my secondary school gathering + farewell dinner for my best friend Shaun. We went to Hyaat Hotel to have their Dinner Buffet. Each pax cost around $50+ dollars .. Plus buying his present..The buffet there is Asian style one.. All the food there i can find in normal hawker centre lor.. But it is higher class abit, and taste better thought.. The food taste good, but then, i don't feel it worth to pay that much for that buffet.. Most importantly, i still having my stomach pain that night.. After which, we head down to ECP to hear Sheng Lie's Gf, Xing Ying, perform in one of the cafe there. She sang real good! Then Secondly went to my colleague wedding at Grand Copthrone Hotel on Sunday.. The service of the hotel is excellent! but the food is so so only.. It's also been so long since i last seen all my colleagues of Spectrum.. All the new faces is so fresh to me.. haa..

In Overall, i need to save up to compensate the money I spend last weekend!!

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How is possible for a couple to date for 11 years without breaking up and finally tied their knot after the long run of relationship. I've just witness it, and it is possible. It is all started with a phone call, where the guy ring get the number of the girl through his friend.

The first call-

Guy A: Hello, can i speak to Girl A

Girl A: Yes speaking. Who r u?

Guy A: Im Guy A.

Girl A: Who and how u get my number?

Guy A: I promised not to say my friend name out. Sorry. But i want to know u.

Next thing he knew the girl just Hang Up!!!

He felt that girl got Character!! Great.

He decided to call again next day.

Second call-

Guy A: It's me again

Girl A: (Since I nothing to do, and how come this guy so thick skin as i just hang up on him yesterday, she's decide to chat) Ok......

the conversation goes on from here and they chatted for hours.. they went on to call each other and go out together and eventually came together and they last for 11yrs. Throughout the years, even the guy in NS, or stay in school hostel, the girl is still devoted to him..

The thing here we can learn is, persistent sometimes do pay off.

天地男儿 click to listen

(女)天分不出边界却又连接白天每个黑夜那是我对你分不开的心苍老了都不冷却

(男)地满载了一切这些那些悲与喜的季节那是我为你累积的真再没有欠缺再没有告别天长地久握你的手紧紧放在我胸口

(女)红尘女子的温柔天地男儿的港口

(男)天长地久没有尽头你是我全部所有

(女)天地交错得相遇

(男)用我一生和你相守

(女)天分不出边界却又连接白天每个黑夜那是我对你分不开的心苍老了都不冷却

(男)地满载了一切这些那些悲与喜的季节那是我为你累积的真再没有欠缺再没有告别天长地久

(合)握你的手紧紧放在我胸口

(女)红尘女子的温柔天地男儿的港口

(男)天长地久

(合)没有尽头你是我全部所有

(女)天地交错得相遇

(男)用我一生和你相守

(男)天长地久

(合)握你的手紧紧放在我胸口

(女)红尘女子的温柔天地男儿的港口

(男)天长地久

(合)没有尽头你是我全部所有

(女)天地交错得相遇

(男)用我一生

(合)和你相守

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 7

2009-07-03T16:34:00.001+08:00

From Stranger to Lover, and back to Stranger again

说分手之后 - 小宇

不是别人　就是我们　

从陌生人变情人

关於爱我总无奈　是你让我有天分

你的动人　变成伤人　

过程有点不婉转你却提醒我存在　

明白痛的可能

就这样　比我勇敢因为你走了　我走不开

＊我的爱没有限制期　就算只是朋友的距离　把我全部的爱留给你　就在你说分手之后　我知道已经来不及　但我也不会去说明　把我全部的爱留给你　就在你说分手之后＃说分手之后

Quick Update for myself!~

2009-07-03T16:23:00.004+08:00

Its been a while since i last update.

Ever since i submitted my assignment on Sunday, i've been trying to release my stress in going out.. But, i only go out on Monday and Tuesday.. LoL..

Have watched Transformer that Monday..

But, i had stomach pain on the same day that i submitted my assignment.. It didn't goes off on Tuesday, and i had a terrible night having interrupted sleep because of the pain.. Slept only like 2+ hr and i'm on MC on wed...

Now just felt slightly better..

Everything is fine and happy that i pay my school fees already..!~

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If the personality of two person is very different, is it possible for them to be together?

受困思念 click here to listen

在你的爱情里流著流浪血液我却下注一颗痴情的心想把你牢牢留在怀里想恋的时候说我爱你谈起来如此容易一旦落入思念的陷阱我却依然执迷而不醒哦～爱在每一天醒来你的爱在每个夜徘徊我早该预料你会选择翩然离开哦～痛在每一天醒来我的痛在每个夜徘徊我是那么想你 mylove 就算你不明白在你的爱情里流著流浪血液我却下注一颗痴情的心想把你牢牢留在怀里想恋的时候说我爱你谈起来如此容易一旦落入思念的陷阱我却依然执迷而不醒哦～爱在每一天醒来你的爱在每个夜徘徊我早该预料你会选择翩然离开哦～痛在每一天醒来我的痛在每个夜徘徊我是那么想你 mylove 就算你不明白受困思念的心是多么的难耐像个赤足的人在冰天雪地里等待哦～爱在每一天醒来你的爱在每个夜徘徊我早该预料你会选择翩然离开哦～痛在每一天醒来我的痛在每个夜徘徊我是那么想你 mylove 就算你不明白 mylove 就算你不明白

Weekly Recommendation _ 6

2009-06-26T13:19:00.000+08:00

A young and new singer that had wrote

1.刘德华“I miss you” 2.百事可乐广告曲“Ask For More” 3.吴建豪“寻找茱丽叶” 4.F4“烟火的季节”

最后的晚餐 - 纪佳松

It was a Saturday
The last supper we had
The dinner was ready
but I couldn’t taste a thing (That’s for real)
You said you’re gonna walk away
And I could feel this pain
You’ve crucified me
Did you think of what we had? (No)
When the bill is paid and you
just walked away (头也不回)
You didn’t leave me nothing
but our memories (我们的回忆)
Thought we were gonna be okay
Make love just like old days
How could you fall in love with him
Baby I don’t know why 我不明白还是不明白
Don’t you walk away 带走我的世界
Will you think about me
Girl I’ll let you go no matter why 我还是不明白
I’m everything without you
Just give me a chance, once again
It was the feast of the last supper we had
The cross was ready
And I’m leaving it all up to you
You asked me “is this me?”
I knew you betrayed me
There’s nothing that I could do
The love is over I should carry on
And I will do it for remission of the sin
Thought we gonna be okay
Make love just like old days
How could you fall in love with him
Baby I don’t know why 我不明白还是不明白
Don’t you walk away 带走我的世界
Will you think about me
Girl I’ll let you go no matter why 我还是不明白
I’m everything without you
Just give me a chance, once again
Baby I don’t know why 我不明白还是不明白
Don’t you walk away 带走我的世界
Will you think about me
Girl I’ll let you go no matter why 我还是不明白
I’m everything without you
Just give me a chance, once again
Just give me a chance
Girl I’ll let you go no matter why 我还是不明白
I’m everything without you
Just give me a chance , once again

Secondary Classmates Gathering~

2009-06-24T09:39:00.006+08:00

Its been awhile since i last updated.. Been Busy with my assignment..
As well as "Typing Maniac" and Chatting in Msn lately??? Haha.. Just kidding.. But assignment is for real.. Monday just submitted one, and i gonna rush for another one which due on next Mon.. Although im that bz, i still take some time out to meet my secondary classmates on Friday Night.. We had a great fun at Mind Cafe and also a good dinner at Liang Court's Tempopo..

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If a guy really like a girl with different interest, will he change for her?

真正的爱不是改变而是包容

自然而然什么都会变真实快乐

爱屋及乌不是没道理

但不是学会彼此习惯兴趣

而是彼此培养新习惯兴趣

撒娇如果是女人的天性

体贴就是男人要达到的要求

如果连爱一个人都被知己绑住

那就准备等待世界末日

而不是创造未来

世界上没有 100% 得好情人

我们只能把知己做到最好

培养新习惯新生活

标准情人 click to listen

标准情人应该怎么样你说要懂浪漫虚寒问暧不能忘还要有鲜花和烛光标准情人应该怎么样是否和电影一样吹风淋雨晒太阳来证明爱的比人强可是我没想过那么多决定爱你以后只盼望真心会让你感动你总说是说我不够温柔不懂幽默爱不常说出口我却只想给你没有秘密没有面具真实的自己请你相信标准情人只能活在想像世界里感受我的真心陪你欢笑陪你叹息陪你风和雨永远没有距离

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 5

2009-06-19T10:50:00.002+08:00

To all Father in the world.

Including Mine and Those i Know!~

强 click to listen

需跨多少个山漫漫长路与海方可真正觅到心里精彩需经多少次哀几多的障碍赛才胜利会换来不知几番跌到旁人斜视喝采很不好过但我冲剌不改只因心中记紧当天可敬父亲说信我会精彩强人是你能飞天遁地其实你了不起假使你永不说不能做到强人是你能顶天立地如败倒再挣起永没言死才是活着的真理 Repeat 曾垂头万次仍抬头又次再战再创这生意义无忘慈父那从前留下句子 Repeat

Day of Craps..

2009-06-18T11:00:00.002+08:00

Fire Fire Fire. I was having Fire Drill Today. It's really stupid . What i learned in Army is totally different. During ICT time, i just did a fire drill which is so different from my office today. No hurryness as such. People can still talk, taking own sweet time packing, the alarm rang, some even need to wait for soooo long before they starts to move. The sun somemore is so hot today.

1st bad.

My school ar, sometimes i dunnoe what are they doing. The semester not yet end, school fees already arrive, want to postphone it, also cannot. It's not say don't want to pay, it's just that not the right time to pay. What if we fail the assignment? And somemore, the school really stupid lor, keep sending school fees at the first week of the month and want us to pay in 2 weeks time. The salary not yet out, how to pay. Brainless. Want to postphone until get salary also cannot. Some matters, i just dunnoe why they are like that. I'm not saying my school are bad, but the way they handle this things is bad.

2nd Bad

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常在想，

如果没有

现在的我会是如何

后悔着

当初为何没掉眼泪

当初为何没珍惜

看着父亲节的到来

眷恋着他的身影

想恋着怀恋着。。

爷爷泡的茶 click to listen

山泉在地表蜿蜒从很久很久以前我有一张稚气的脸泉水渗透进矿层岩爷爷栽种的樟木树苗上面犹记得那年在一个雨天那七岁的我躲在屋檐却一直想去荡鞦千爷爷抽著烟说唐朝陆羽写茶经三卷流传了千年那天我翻阅字典查什么字眼形容一件事很遥远天边是否在海角对面直到九岁才知道浪费时间这茶桌樟木的横切面年轮有二十三圈镜头的另一边跳接我成熟的脸经过这些年爷爷的手茧泡在水里会有茶色蔓延爷爷泡的茶有一种味道叫做家无法挑剔它口感味觉还不差陆羽泡的茶听说名与利都不拿他牵着一匹瘦马在走天涯爷爷泡的茶有一种味道叫做家（他满头白发喝茶时不准说话）陆羽泡的茶像幅泼墨的山水画（唐朝千年的风沙现在还在刮）

My In Camp

2009-06-17T13:51:00.003+08:00

Some might wonder what's my previous post is about, the picture etc.. Actually, it is a online contest to post the picture i created on my blog.. I was struck by the LG new phone model so i went to take part the contest by posting the picture in my blog..

Ok.. Regards to my In Camp, My Company won is the overall champion in the Games Days that happened on Friday. My whole platoon was involved in one of the game too. What a day to finish our 1 week in Camp training. After that games day, late in the night, our Commanding Officer had called all the Tank platoon of the battalion in for a talk. What he brief us really sadden me, and caught me in surprise. OUR TANK PLATOON going to be DISPERSE. He say the platform we are learning were going to face out and replace with a newer platform, and WE could not learn the new platform and do a conversion. Instead, he want us to convert to Armour Infantry!!!

All my Tank training during my active days had gone to waste. My Pride as a Tankie will be gone. I held a very high esteem being a Tankie. I give all my best whenever the Tanks is in action. If i were really to convert to Armour Infantry, i don't think i will have that passion anymore.

A happy ICT had become a sad one overnight.

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Sometime, things are really not meant to say. It is to be keep in heart. One might feel unconcern about the things that happens around him, but he do care. For me, although i always say NS waste my time, but, I'm really proud to be a Tankie. People say outfield really tough, but to me, I enjoy outfield with my Tank platoon. Its just the matter on how you look at it. It can be a playground or an exercise ground depending on your view. I especially like the time where I train in India, the terrain is so big and the Tank can drove at high speed and any direction with no restriction. It's a really fun encounter I had in NS time. from last time i already want to learn the new platform, I think all Tankie feels the same as we know all along that the platform we training on will faced out. Riding a tank is really fun.

有一天我会 click to listen

有些事我没说但我有感觉
有些事我没说但我知道结果
有些事我没说但你有感觉
有些事我没说但你知道结果

有一天我会插上翅膀飞
有一天我会张开双眼看
有一天我会见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会飞过世界的背

当太阳升起的那一天你再看我一遍
你将会发现我所有的改变

LG GD900 Crystal loves Polyvore

2009-06-16T11:22:00.002+08:00

Fash-Eccentric

LG GD900 Crystal loves Polyvore by jayisjayz featuring CHANEL clutches

Back from Reservist!~ And Back to work

2009-06-15T12:13:00.003+08:00

My ICT is best man.. Spend so much in getting all my missing items.. The 1st day of ICT (In Camp Training) is a hectic. With so many admin stuffs and things to settle. It's been so long ever since i wear my No. 4 Uniform. The smell is simply unforgettable. Not forgetting all my man. They never change much. The 1st day, we were given a choice to choose who to sleep with among the commanders, but i choose to sleep with all the "Man" instead. They did not change much. There is no more commander and man status during this in camp. All the TC session came about when we have free time. Then came my technical handling skill and fire command order practice. All the memories came back, and nothing fails me. I still as "Gi-Lat" as before except for my physical. On Thursday, the commanding officer gather all of the Tankie from the battalion and he release some news to us. A breaking news, and a real stunning 1. It causes me to upset over it and kepp thinking about it. Will talk about it tmr.

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Thoughts -

When i was in camp, many thoughts ran through my mind. Who really knows i was in camp, and really take the trouble to Sms me? I think those who i really make an effort to Sms or even call, are those person i really care for. They are the few person i can think of to message them when i feel bored. Those who receive my SmSes during the past week, your know who your are, and those who SmSes me, i really appreciated. =)

当你孤单你会想起谁 click to listen

你的心情总在飞什么事都想去追想抓住一点安慰你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊你最害怕孤单的滋味你的心那么脆一碰就会碎经不起一点风吹你的身边总是要许多人陪你最害怕每天的天黑但是天总会黑人总要离别谁也不能永远陪谁而孤单的滋味谁都要面对不只是你我会感觉到疲惫当你孤单你会想起谁你想不想找个人来陪你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会让我再陪你走一回

Fruitful today and Boring tomorrow

2009-06-07T23:32:00.003+08:00

Arghh.. so sianz.. Tomorrow going for reservist for 1 week. So... i Gonna MIA !~
Today visited Hazel 1 year death anniversary.. Times really flies.. Plenty of thoughts to think about.. Saw her sistas there also.. but din manage to meet her Mum as Sheng Lie is Late!! haha..

After which in the late afternoon, i have meet Si Zhen, Grace, Kah Lok, Shaun and Justin for a dinner and movie too.. It was great with their accompany.. Its rare for this group of us to meet up.. =) Hope to meet up soon..

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Thoughts -

Times really can flies.. everything passed so fast..Hope my 1 week of reservist will also fly pass.. I think i will missed alot of things during my reservist.. But it is also a time for me to ponder over some matters and studies.. Sometimes, things have to be taken slowly, sometimes need to be fast.. Dictating of tempo is really an art.. Learn it hard, and it will do us good..

北极星的眼泪 click to listen

像断了线
消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见
当对的人
等不到对的时间
就在放开双手的瞬间
爱撕成两边
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱
不见
整个宇宙都
流眼泪

Preparing For RE-SERVICE!!!~

2009-06-06T20:32:00.004+08:00

I have cut my hair.. It's been so long since i cut slope and short short.

And also so long since i ever see my ARMY clothing.. Sneeze Sneeze... the dust is everywhere after i search high and low for all the things..

Haha.. Damn Messy as mine have mix with my brother.. So hard to differeniate..

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Thoughts -

Should anyone go for the one they like.. Should they act as fast as they can when they found the right person they are searching for? Will this fast act scares the person they like away? What if they slow down the steps? The person they felt is right may not know each other long., If he act slowly, she might just be gone like this.. To be fast or to be slow is really a big factor to decide..

认识你真好 click to listen

想着你的好
不知道何时才能拥你在我的怀抱
也不想预料
能否等到所谓天荒地老
但是我只要专心地看着你一秒
就听见我的心跳
又在胸口燃烧
我要求不高
只希望每次邀你入梦
你不会迟到
要让你知道
你的欢喜悲伤我都想要
因为我最爱看到你甜蜜的微笑
小小的一种需要
不会被谁动摇
认识你真好知不知道
只有你可以让我把烦恼忘掉
认识你真好一切都变得不重要
是你让我觉得骄傲
认识你真好一切都不重要
你让感觉到好骄傲

一生也好一天也好
不担心时间太少至少我
不必再寻找谁的温柔才够好
让我拥抱

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 4

2009-06-05T15:32:00.003+08:00

Cute song. It compare love to Guava. haha.. New singer, new song.

虽然很芭乐 click to listen

芭芭芭乐芭~芭芭芭乐芭~ 芭芭芭乐芭~芭芭乐~
都是因为你我现在可以学会整理我粗糙的个性也
开始相信爱情会让人变的有型都是因为你
我现在刻意学习控制我放肆的爱你也开始更加努力
懂你说的大道理脑袋里没有东西怎麼能陪你谈心
怎麼能陪你逛整夜的诚品追寻著什麼目地得到什麼真理
都因为你才变的有意义喔我好爱你
虽然听起来会有些芭乐可是我想不到别的水果能代我表达
喔我很贪心贪小便宜搜集浪漫片段
可是我不能大方没有你的烛光晚餐
试著唱唱试著嚷嚷
甜在心头的步伐你让我的悲伤笑的灿烂
试著蕴藏试著酝酿
想对你说的那句话素颜的爱不需要上妆
芭芭芭乐芭~芭芭芭乐芭~ 芭芭芭乐芭~芭芭乐~

Gift

2009-06-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

Shaun is back from Japan. Met him yesterday and receive a gift from him. So nice of him ar, still remember to buy me a gift when he back. Met him yesterday and watch Terminator. The show quite nice. I like the name of the actor! Christian Bale!!! Haha.. Easy to rmb.. Anyway, Real thanks for his gift.

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Thoughts -

Often, misleading is the cause for two person to break off their contact. Its is very hard to guess how others think, but one is really interested to know each other feeling so that they can be together. One wrong move, everything will be different. From a chattable friend, it may turns out to be a total strangers. I really hope i have a special talent to able to read people's mind, know what they are thinking. It will really helps. I want to read "YOUR" mind. There is too much armour within a person. No matter how many arrows , it is still hard to pierce through. There might be a person waiting for you out there that you will never know, u might just overlook and the person hid it so well. It will even back you off. A person is really make up of a substance call "Chimalogy".

要知道你的感觉 click to listen

你的双眼为何让我那么留恋喔.... 我还不累我不想结束越夜越美
你是否为我擦了香水你今天的笑好美牵着你逛了长长的街真喜欢你在我的身边
我要知道你的感觉是否也不想睡不想结束这一天舍不得说再见
爱是一种直觉你看我的视线喔.... 很特别
我要知道你的感觉不要急着防备我想你会答应我下一次的约会
爱是一种机会快乐都是加倍喔.... 我要把你留在我的世界

Stupid Day~

2009-06-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Damn unhappy in work today~ Being Complain by nothing.. Shit. So many thing happens recently.. Equipment not functioning when i need it most, then function again when i dunnoe it..~!

6 More Days to Reservist. Sianz....

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Story

Often, i watch TV drama, i was so touched when a guy/girl giving up their happiness to allow their partner to find greater happiness. It often will fill my eyes with tears. It moves me really alot more when they are really devoted to him/her, but, they still allow their partner to leave for work or better BF/GF. The excuses they used to break up with their partner is really fake some times, but, what can they do. They just simply take everything to heart and wish their partner true happiness. In the end of the show, there will be happy endings at times or even most of the times. But when it happens in reality, does it really had a happy ending?

我没有错 click to listen

我坐在咖啡店落地窗的前面
雨水洒满整条街和人们的脸
钢琴的黑白键搭配过的和弦
我们的爱情什麽和弦
是我太伤悲还是城市太灰
这样的台北还有什麽好留恋
没有错是我自私的举动
给我藉口让我这次能够彻底的放手
让我走别让我更痛苦的过不让你伤的更重
I’ll always always love you so
你表情好憔悴强颜欢笑的脸
你那哭红的双眼让我好心碎我愿意让你飞
不再对你留恋别让我成为你的侧脸
是我太伤悲还是城市太灰
这样的台北还有什麽好留恋
没有错是我自私的举动
给我藉口让我这次能够彻底的放手
让我走别让我更痛苦的过不让你伤的更重
I’ll always always love you so
伤的更重伤的更重也许我没有离开的理由(我没有错)
是我没用无法守护着你一直到最後
别回头答应我你会好好过让我默念一万遍
I’ll always always love you love you so

Monday Blue~~

2009-06-01T23:53:00.003+08:00

Argh.. Today went work with my leg feeling so SOFT~ Gastric pain since morning.. Went toilet twice before i went off to work.. Whole day, my stomach was feeling so upset.. Until now, its still feeling the same.. Hope it will goes off tomorrow!~

Today was the first day where Ting Hui no longer working in BP.. The office sounds so quiet without her.. =x haha.. Today save on lunch again as there is catering in the office.. GOOD!~

My weekend - I went to Iluma on Saturday! It is so big! I am also very tired throughout the walk also as i had played soccer in the morning too.. The whole of Iluma got 7th Storey high.. Every shop is big, thats make the whole of the building so huge~ The shops is not yet fully opened. Hope to see the shops in the 7th Level too.. See the Escalator!! The longest i've seen in a shopping center.. It link from 1st floor to the 4th Floor.

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Story - Thoughts

Have you ever wanted to tell the person you like but you just couldn't do it? i also experience it before.. I think most people have also.. But its all depends on how you and your partner look at it.. Even how pain you are, you might get a return.. But i can only say, hope for the best.. There's always a better tomorrow.

爱我好吗 click to listen

虽然收敛了许多的情感
还是泄漏了我的不安
于是你开始冷淡
我也开始问自己该怎么办

*
如果你知道我的遗憾
千万不要再不以为然
我的生活已经混乱
到处漂流却始终靠不了岸

这是我最后最美最真最心碎的留言

喔～爱我好吗？
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落

喔～爱我好吗？
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落 *

My whole Internet down Yesterday!~

2009-05-30T15:09:00.006+08:00

Damn.. i not sure was it Modem problemz or Star Hub problemz... Yesterday, i can't surf internet at all. Damn it.. Yesterday reach home quite late for work as i was helping out in an event in BP.. Quite surprise that the turn up rate for the Alumni is such a crowd.. It is like going for some Autograph session or Concert..

The Alumni Gathering

Daniel say my blog lack of picture. I think i should upload some picture happen during my work place.

Cake i receive during Secretary Week. (Im not Secretary Btw) haa

Balloons i made for an Event

My Bo Liao Phototaking

Yes.. Yesterday was the last day for Ting Hui (The intership student). Will Kinda miss her when she gone.. In the end, we still never take photo with each other.. Haa.. I do really mind when Angeline (colleague) ask her to take photo with me and she says NO.. The fact is, she took with most people except me.. LoL.. But, its ok.. It doesn't matter.. It only matter at that time when she say NO.. It's a memory to keep. I think there was a small misunderstanding since the day i work in BP between me and her .. Thats why she don't want to take with me? Haha.. Anyway, still wanna wish her all the best in everything she do.. And yes, yesterday i play Han's (colleague) SLR.. The effect is damn nice ar, but after i heard he spent 10K so far on it, something pull me back.. Haha.. I also have asked him for photos he taken during the Marina Barrage trip.. I want to see those scenery view taken using SLR.. Hope to get from him too..

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Story

How many Ex you have so far? How many you consider it as a real relationship? And, if you are single now, do you still love the previous Bf/Gf?

Tom, ended his 5 years of relationship 2 years back. It really pain when the bunch of us see him drink into sorrowness that night.. He is so tall, so manly, that i didn't even think he will cry because of this.. The moment he cry, its really pain.. So, what can we do.. His GF, met a Pilot during one the trip to Europe.. Tom was still in NS that time.. His GF break up with him to be with the Pilot.. After the breakup, he still maintain good relationship with the girl.. The girl will just share her happiness with him.. This 2 years, Tom had never get into relationship.. From our eyes, we can tell that maybe he still had a torch for her.. But, who knows, the girl is getting marry.. She invite him to her wedding dinner.. The groom is not him.. 5 years of relationship can end just like this.. So, who's fault is it? Is it the NS fault? his fault? the girl fault? or the pilot fault? It's really need a good understanding to maintain a relationship.. If u feel the time is right, it's time to make a promise to your BF/GF.

婚礼的祝福 click to listen

时间一秒一秒一秒倒数计时往事一幕一幕一幕突然静止
你挽着他他挽着你向我走过来同桌的人蜂拥而上将你我隔开
我干杯你随意这是个残酷的喜剧我的人生早留在你那里我却还要故作潇洒地
你和他我和你这是个讽刺的交集是你太残忍还是我太天真你要我来就真的出席
我的请帖是你的喜帖你要的一切如今都变成我的心碎你总是太清醒我始终喝不醉连祝福你还逼我给
你的喜帖是我的请帖你邀我举杯我只能回敬我的崩溃在场的都知道你我曾那么好如今整颗心都碎了你还要我微笑

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 3

2009-05-29T15:11:00.002+08:00

TANK! After the heart operation ~ a sucessful launch album. Nice song penned by him!

如果我变成回忆 click to listen

累了照惯例努力清醒着也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了
听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着越美丽越让我忐忑
还能珍惜什么如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命留下你错愕哭泣我冰冷身体拥抱不了你想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你
快乐什么时候会结束呢哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着可知你是我生命中的最舍不得
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命留下你错愕哭泣我冰冷身体拥抱不了你想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈若有人可以让他陪你
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气顽固的赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸缝隙原来依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

Circle Line!~

2009-05-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

Today, i purposely go to take the Circle Line from Serangoon to Bishan... The "New" smell is so heavy.. The train is fast like NEL line.. The outside view can be clearly seen.. Most of all, when i reach Bishan, i suddenly felt Bishan have become sooo big!!~ haha..

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Story

Do you believe good deeds will have good rewards.. I often see story in a drama saying the one sided giving of the guy to the girl he like.. The girl had a soulmate, but it's definitely not that guy.. That guy had seen all the sort of things that happens around the girl.. The girl's BF will leave her left her alone in a crowded places after a simple quarrel.. He don't even rang her up.. When the girl had problems, he will not help her, nor listen to her.. The guy often think that he is definitely better than that guy. At least he will listen to her, he will not quarrel with her. He don't mind to be the guy substitute for that moment also just to be with her.. I think many of us c story like this or even experience it ourself.. Do Perseverance pay off?

好心好报 click to listen

A：落力为你好得不到分数你决定要跟他日后同步他不懂爱惜你我乐意操劳
S：我决意爱他祝我愉快吧你最明白我痛极亦留下伤得很重也不怕我愿意等他
A：还看着你 (S：他会感动吗) 看你在悬崖走路 (S：他亦跑掉吗) 他却放下你只照顾自己
S：我惯了爱他你怎样做在悬崖还是我无退路
A：对你好无人稀罕我好无人欣赏我好原来你习惯他一套从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
S：他从来都比你差仍然死心爱他垂头再度听他欺诈期求他说爱我为何尚未等到可能这秒时辰未到 A：是受罪也好听听你哭诉你说难过总比分手更好
S：我说几多的女主角也受过煎熬
A：情况坏到 (S：他也许做到) 你信任来年一日他答应做到 (S：他也许做到)通通都做到
合：我也似你的无从劝告宁愿牺牲都不愿却步
A：对你好无人稀罕我好无人欣赏我好原来你习惯他一套从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
S：他从来都比你差仍然死心爱他垂头再度听他欺诈而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道好人恕我未能做到
A：你当我是知己我看得到我当你是一生前途
S：几次也是沉迷麻目控制不到
合：怎么好都等不到
A：怎去做无人珍惜我好无人喜欢我好原来要学会他一套从来没有吻过记得清楚我知道不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
S：好从来都知你好 (A：未够好) 为何他不够好(A：我不够好) 回来我又与他拥抱
合：仍然相信我会有好心得好报可能到某日会知道

Back to Work from MC

2009-05-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

Tiring day for me.. So many works to tidy up today.. So much thing happen.. My headache looks like recovering this morning, but after working, it all came back.. sianz..
Time Up at 1815..
That when i go AMK and meet Sharon for Dinner.. my 4th time eating Pepper Lunch.. 1st in AMK Hub.. Eaten Spaghetti which taste good..

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Story

Friendship is really the most important of all in the world.. Sad to say that, the death of my longest known friend, Hazel, had actually left us last year. It's her death anniversary soon, and we are going to visit her in the coming weeks.. Although she left us, she thought us what is a real friendship. She brought our friendship closer and stronger. I regret i never cherish our friendship in the past.. But i will now cherish more! Looking forward to the days to visit her!~ I Love all my Friends!!~~

真挚 click to listen

还记得最后一次
离别在无情城市
我们都强忍着泪湿
默默的欲言又止
背影消失
思念悄悄开始
从前的懵懂幼稚
现在的相惜相知
不变的是心的真挚
欢乐与悲伤的事
永远不会流逝
只有你们才知
有时候会有软弱和无助
有朋友我不孤独
呜哦哦....
朋友是一生一世
互相扶持
我们用毫不保留的方式
我们的关怀永远不停止
天涯咫尺
唯独真情最真实
到老到丑
属于我们的故事
啦......

我要唱下去!~ | Spurs Lose | MC

2009-05-25T21:03:00.004+08:00

Monday

I was on MC today!~ Finally go see doctor after so many days of headache. I think its all cause by my assignments. But, i finally complete it today and submitted. Thanks Goodness..

Sunday

Feeling Sick... Especially still needs to do assignment.. Been having headache and cold sweat recently.. Dunnoe Why!~

My Tottenham lose to Liverpool. So sad. To see Fulham lose also. Final European spot is gone.

Saturday

Argh.. i actually really went for it on Saturday. It is really a different thing when i see it on TV and experience it myself.. The song is really simple, but the nervousness can just makes one goes blank. When the song was paused, my mind simply went blank. I just going through the motion and mumble through. But, my memory tells me i never sing wrongly. Now, just have to wait for the result.. haa..

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Story - Thoughts

A lot of people does not dare to take the first step out. But, you will never know how the opposition feels. Everyone is scare of falling, maybe the opposition also like you, but if you keep staying it your own way, you will never know. As one saying, "The Further distance You and Me is not the how far (km) we were apart, but is that when I stands in front of you, you still do not know i like you." The You and Me in the verse refers to the boy that was in love with the girl. Even if he like the girl, he still don't know how to react and set restriction to himself. Be brave and take the first step out. I'm also saying about myself as well as those sharing the same sentiments with me.

没有如果 click to listen

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手
有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉
的那天
如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果如果没有如果如果如果
最后变成路过
我也不能接受
错过错过不想错过错过错过
我比你更难过
不会一错再错
嗯这次不要再随便错过
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉
的那天
别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 2

2009-05-22T11:43:00.002+08:00

Good Lyrics. Fun Loving Song saying about a Secret Admirer

怪怪女 click to listen

我跟踪她已经整个夏季还没有看清她长得美不美丽
只知道不管她走到哪里脚上总是穿着一双白色nike
我给她取了个外号叫怪怪女因为我看见她真古董去看电影
整个夏天眼看就要过去我连介绍自己的勇气都还不知道在哪里
乖乖女还是怪怪女我要扮成梁山伯还是李小龙才能引起你的注意
怪怪女还是乖乖女你是什么星座血型连我爷爷都好奇
你该不会是别的星球来的异形 (music) 我给她取了个外号叫怪怪女
因为我看见她真古董去看电影整个夏天眼看就要过去
我连介绍自己的勇气都还不知道在哪里
乖乖女还是怪怪女我要扮成梁山伯还是李小龙才能引起你的注意
怪怪女还是乖乖女你是什么星座血型连我爷爷都好奇
你该不会是别的星球来的异形

（见到你的立体玩具掉到地上早就飞身追去怪怪女和我又有些距离我想像乖乖女才是我的粉红知己)

5 Million TOTO / Shartak Donesk !~

2009-05-21T23:10:00.001+08:00

I want to strike the TOTO!~
Yes.. As i predicted, Shartak Won the UEFA Cup!~
Assignment was tiring ~
1 Question down.. 7 more to Go.. Jia You..

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Story

I heard a lot of stories from my friends regarding they don't want to go into another relationship yet as they have not get over with their previous relationship. I knew it's hard to go on, but this is life. You will need to learn to let go, before you can step into a new lease of life. To lead a happy life, everyone must learn to forgive and forget. Say is always easier to be done. Taking a small step out, it's already winning the consolation prize. One step at a time, and you will see the door of freedom Sooner or later, you will met another perfect guy/girl. If your previous BF/GF doesn't cherish / appreciate you, there's always another or plenty of person will. If he/she does, he/she will find you back within 1 months or 3, but definitely not that long. If you think he/she will comes back to you after his/her next relationship, that kinda relationship will be on the rock. You won't know the future. He/She might commit again as he/she just need a companionship rather than you.

流沙 click to listen

点点星光再耀眼　也会凋谢情话说的难分难解　终将一别
最后留在你身边　又会是谁真心是否远比不上　一千朵玫瑰
谁是真　谁是假再狡猾遇上多情　
也会变傻那频频回首　心碎的人呀可明白爱情咫尺天涯
有甚么　放不下昨日如烟火　未来如流沙谁知道　
下一分下一秒　会如何变化
有甚么　放不下青春如昙花岁月如流沙
天再高　地再大　也容不下寂寞啊谈（断）感情要潇洒
再粉再香的花蕊　也会枯萎用情再深没了感觉　终难挽回
最后陪我到终点　又会是谁承诺岂是激情过后　无聊的消遣
谁无怨　谁无悔再皎洁浪漫的月　
也有残缺当繁华退尽　未了的情啊再缠绵终将事与愿违
别再强说愁　自哀自怜旧情终成为过眼云烟好景既已不再像从前
又何必搁在心头　爱早已事过境迁

Tiring Day

2009-05-20T11:03:00.002+08:00

Yesterday slept real late. Work until 12+ am. When i reach home, it's already 0040. OMG.
Now is damn sleepy. Missed the episode of 8pm SCV show yesterday. and yes. Registration of Chinese version of Forget the Lyrics is coming. To go or not to go. Still got the stupid PR to do lor. sianz. 8 Questions 8 Reference. Seems hard . Needed to read all the materials, and it is so thick. Uefa cup Final is coming. Hope Shatar Donesk will win the cup.

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Story

There's a time where this shy guy keep seeing the same Girl A in consecutive days in school. The eyes of the Girl A seems to be talking. She is so beautiful. In his life, this guy have not initiate to know a girl by himself all the while. He slowly, find out the infomation of this Girl A without the notice of his friends. He went even went into IRC to try his luck. After few weeks, he finally find out information of her. He manage to know the Girl A name and nickname through IRC via Girl B. He was just pure chance. This Girl B was from the course where the girl study, but she is not a friend of her. The guy was so happy when he starts to chat with the Girl A in IRC and eventually get her contact number. They SMS each other at times which the guy know who is her but she don't know how the guy look likes. It was until the "SHE campus concert" which they finally met. The guy give up the 2 tickets which he queue for so long and give it to her, so that he can go with her friends. Somehow fated, they were in the same class the following semester for a module. However, they were just a casual friends which never talk much after that semester. Nothing actually happens. Its only that the guy know that she was not meant for him as she is pretty, and he himself has not confidence. On top of that, there's a promise he make to a Girl C that he will wait for her until she finish her O level. That Girl C eventually went into a relationship while she is still taking her O level, but the guy didn't know. Strange thing to note that when he was in his final year, his friendship with the Girl A suddenly became close. No reason. And funniest thing is that, the Girl B which he never met or chat since that point of time, had became the closest friend of Girl A. Everything is like predestined and coincidence. Everything seems so strange. After that year, when the guy went into army, they drifted apart again. However, this guy will still remember the incident and the process when knowing her during the first year. When you see a girl , and for more than 7 days in a run you will keep bouncing into her and seen her. Maybe it's just fate. She will be alwayz her idol in his eyes because of her charm.

天天看到你 click here to listen

一开始就误会关于你的倔强和不妥协一离开就后悔因为你爱的很坚决
我被缠在一些傻问题譬如说用什么爱你如果我就这样离去我的心会碎的像玻璃
天天看到你却产生了距离爱越热心越冷的关系也许这是我不够勇气去解开你防卫的怀疑
天天看到你是习惯和必须不可能跟可能我的心面对分离
Oh~ 我才知道自己有多爱你

Boring Working Days..

2009-05-19T17:11:00.002+08:00

Wah.. Sianz.. today gonna work real late. Work OT until at least 11pm.
Nothing happens really much today. By the way, I just happen to know that two of my friends are attached. Feel Happy for them. Hope they can stay blissful and happy alwayz. During the long wait until 11pm, not sure am i able to start my assignment for PR a not. I really hate PR. No Mood to do. Why the deadline is so near?

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Story

Who will be there when you really need help? For me, it's definitely friends. They are the most important people. I once watch a variety show. That guy celebrity don't look like a person who will cry to me. But, his story is quite touching. They are a boyband. In the band, this Guy A was not so good with all the other boys, especially Guy B. The group boycott and play a fool with Guy A as he is the leader of the group. The Guy A cannot take their sarcastic words, and he rush out to one corner to ponder over the thoughts. He thought no one can find him as it is such a dark place at a corner. But... this Guy B is actually the first one who find him. He sit down by his side quietly until Guy A starts talking. Guy A asked: "How do you know i am here?". Guess what. The Guy B replied: " I just know." At this point, Guy A starts to cry. Guy B just give him a simple tap on his should and Guy A tears just break out. I felt this story is real touching.
I really cherish my friends. Even if i ask your (friends) some questions and you don't reply. Even we never much in contacts, i will still cherish every friends i know so far. Thanks. =)

感激 click to listen

今天知道风雨纵然遇到
明日会远去而暂时无须苦恼
天多高地多厚一颗心依然未老
能像你看透我一生感觉好

春风秋雨仿似你能预告
长夜里有你就如明灯分布
不开心若枯燥的起心肝总能做到
曾像你说过我终於感觉到

感激当我终发现曾经身边总有你在路途
感激当你於岁月无声里让我苏醒得更早
如何能高声讲出你好 (让你知道)
如何能每天都倾诉不分早晚只有你能做到(愿你知道)
明白你爱我面容由此衰老多艰辛没哭诉(彼此感到)
奔波一生不求回报惟望你种过那青草长更高(将一切尽诉)

感激当我终发现曾经身边总有你在路途
感激当你於岁月无声里让我苏醒得更早
如何能高声讲出你好 (让你知道)
如何能每天都倾诉

感激当我终发现曾经身边总有你在路途
感激当你於岁月无声里让我苏醒得更早
如何能高声讲出你好 (让你知道)
如何能每天都倾诉
如何能高声讲出你好 (让你薰陶)
让你指导如何能每天都倾诉

One Down.. One more PR

2009-05-18T09:07:00.000+08:00

Finally, my assignment for advertising had completed. Special Thanks to Ivan for helping me in vetting through my assignment. Real Thanks. Sometimes, feel a bit "paiseh" to those friends that help me with my assignment so far. Keep bothering them. But i'm glad i have known all of you. Too bad, nowadays don't have Chinese assignment, if not, maybe i can help you all back. Haha. My next nearest deadline is just days away. OMG. All the assignment is so tight. I gonna take a real break after this assignment done. Wish Me Good Luck!

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Story

The guy loves the girl so deeply ever since they first met. He dare not even confess to her anything as he always think that he's no good. He will react immediately to every request that the girl make. It can say that he is totally devoted to this girl. He had a good job opportunity going in overseas but he rather sacrifice himself just to let her happy. Every time whenever the girl is in a relationship, he will just be by her side, especially when she's feel down. He always thought the girl will be with him after her break up relationship. But thats not the fact. He know that the girl will not like him hence he's can only just be her "BEST" friend.

你不爱我 click to listen

习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝这一次至少是我先说离别有一些痛楚看不见泪水有一种防卫叫做我无所谓要让你快乐原是我的心愿可是你从不在意我的伤悲丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑却带走我一切你不爱我是我舍不得是我不配为你再狼狈你不爱我你真的不爱我尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费是我不配和命运作对一直以为我是后卫原来只是那后备

Rushing for deadline

2009-05-16T17:45:00.000+08:00

OMG.. My Assignment gonna due soon. Need to rush my assignment. After this assignment done, got another 1 week for PR assignment, I'm gone.

Hope will be back soon to post a long post
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I got 2 friends, Ting Hui and Aik Nan just graduated from their Dip. When is my turn for my BA!!
Saw their photo in their graduation gowns. So envy. How come last time my poly do not have this!!
Anyway, i got a good classmates now. Still not yet decided whether to fly to Aus to grad or grad in Sg. Really need to consider. Hope my graduation turn comes real soon. Classmates out there. This is a real good song for all of us.

萍聚 click to listen

Come on baby
this day had to come sometime you know that
I gotta do my thing you gotta do yours
talk to me girl

别管以後将如何结束　
至少我们曾经相聚过　
不必费心的彼此约束
更不需要言语的承诺　
只要我们曾经拥有过　
对你我来讲已经足够
人的一生有许多回忆　
只愿你的回忆有个我　

当我跟你 Hand in hand
走在这条空走廊　我知道　
我们的方向不一样
And when 四目交接时我一直　想　
这是不是我们的最後一次　
时间在不知不觉中　一点一滴飞逝
现在你是否能听见我的歌词　
我以为我们会看到永远　
可是"永远"没来
It's so hard to say goodbye.
Don't cry 别想不确定未来
Don't ask 我们到底会不会分开　
毕业 What's next 我觉得很旁徨
但我从不後悔　一起走过这段时光　
何尝不希望　你跟我一起走
But ya, gotta go and I, gotta flow, yo
我要跟大马戏团一起追求
Hip hop 的梦 And the beat goes on

别管以後将如何结束　
至少我们曾经相聚过(当你坐我旁边的时候　我都没有想那麼多)
不必费心的彼此约束　
不更需要言语的承诺(考试卷上的分数　已经决定未来不同的路)

等了这麼久我终于等到这一天　
前一夜睡不著因为今天要毕业
心情 Happy to be graduating
可是也觉得有点空虚
Baby you and me 这条路到哪里去　
唯一不会忘记　你我的爱情方程式
但是　铁定会忘记我的数学老师
Bet you gonna agree with me
baby you and me 虽然我们不在一起　
我们拥有共同回忆
Please 不要让我看见你的悲伤
否则　下一段　不知该怎麼唱

别管以後将如何结束　
至少我们曾经相聚过(当你坐我旁边的时候　我都没有想那麼多)
不必费心的彼此约束　
更不需要言语的承诺(考试卷上的分数　已经决定未来不同的路)

Baby 我能做什麼　我能说什麼
让你不感觉那麼难过　其实没什麼　有什麼好难过
Not at all 反正生命要继续喔
Like the beat goes on
男人有泪不轻弹
School 不是伤心处　
读万卷书　不如行万里路　
毕业　就是梦想护身符
Witness 即将　挑战不可能的任务
Don't cry~~~
Don't ask ~~~~`

别管以後将如何结束　
Don't cry~~~
Don't ask ~~~~`
至少我们曾经相聚过(当你坐我旁边的时候　我都没有想那麼多)
Don't cry~~~
Don't ask ~~~~`
不必费心的彼此约束　
Don't cry~~~
Don't ask ~~~~`
更不需要言语的承诺(考试卷上的分数　已经决定未来不同的路)
Don't cry~~~
Don't ask ~~

Weekly New Song Recommendation _ 1

2009-05-16T10:43:00.000+08:00

I gonna make friday a song recommendation day. Recommending new song to everyone. Or even nice songs. Hope your like it.

The song i want to recommend now is from Wilber Pan (潘伟柏) - Be With You.
This song is a duet with Akon. The lyrics is nice. Just like the title. R&B style with a mixture of English and Chinese. Here's the lyrics and song.

Be With You

I know they wanna come and separate us but they cant do us nothin
Your the one I want and I’m a continue lovin
Cause your considered wify and I’m considered husband
And I’m a always be there for you
我不管你用任何眼光看我我都不会选择放弃我要坚持到底忽略那些冷言冷语爱是如此珍贵值得我们彼此相信两颗心才越靠越近
And no one knows Why I’m into you
Cause youll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
That’s why well break through
And I don’t care what they say I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like,
I lean you on that Prada
You ain’t got to match with the shoes
我知道每一次的沟通就会让我爱你更多跟一次的拥抱温暖让我不再怯懦爱是真实的触摸美好或相同
Keepin it always true
And no one knows What I’m into you
Cause youll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
That’s why well break through
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain’t no one I compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that’s why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

Angels and Demons

2009-05-15T09:30:00.000+08:00

Correction.. Haa.. I didn't manage to meet Grace on wednesday as she last minute have something on. But, I manage to meet her yesterday with Shaun. We went for a dinner at Marina Square. Which later, we catch "Angels and Demons". Overall, the show is not that hard to understand, unlike Davinci Code (according to Shaun and Grace), as i didn't watch Davinci Code. The initial stage of the show is quite bored actually. It's hard to understand. It soon become better as the show progress. It become clearer and more exciting. Towards the end of the show, when you think the show had came to an end, but i didn't. It some sort end up like having a additional story in a story. The ending ended quite good and not really predictable. Recommended.

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Story

Go into a relationship. Break up, Patch up, Break up, Patch back and what come after? Normally, after all this, you will not feel anything. It may only seem as a closer friendship than others. But not a couple. This is a story about this kinda of relationship. In a relationship, the intial stage is always the sweetest. After which, it may turns bad or better. But if it turns bad, can you notice it? For example, this girl have always treat this guy very well. She will put him in the first place whenever possible. However, this guy no longer treat her the way he treated her during their initial stage. Sometimes, this girl ever wonder if this guy still loves her. The girl will just follow him everywhere he go. She is scare, hence she does not want to ask him whether he loves her. This guy however after going into this relationship, he felt that he is tied up. He want his own freedom hence he has been doing his own likings. The girl will just tag along. This kind of relationship has been dragging on for long period of time. Loving a guy/girl that you actually never took a place in his/her heart before. Is it worth it? I bet there are some people out there is having this kinda relationship. Your "Love" might just use an excuse to initiate the breakup at one stage. But, do you really think you have ever taken a place in his/her heart? Think about it. Hope this song say your story.

也许 click to listen

經過那麼久以後你依然如此灑脫我只能跟在身後不問你是否愛我也不敢多要求深怕你不再聯絡還是同樣的結果你終於說出了口說你並不適合我我知道那只是你的藉口你不想傷害我卻又傷得我徹透你要求一片天空請我還給你自由卻沒想過我從來不曾住在你心中也許我早該看透我們不會再有以後哦也許也許有一天你也會寂寞

Anticipating the meetup

2009-05-14T13:44:00.000+08:00

Just finish my lunch as i typing this. Today gonna meet Grace, together with Shaun and Si Zhen. It's been so long since i really have dinner with Grace. She's our secondary 1 classmate which later transfer out of KCP during secondary 2. But in true, during secondary 1 that time, we didn't even chat much. Glad that she still remember me or rather us, and rather thankful to social networking site that enable us to find each other. Quite long never meet up with Si Zhen also. Although we chatted in Msn. One of few secondary classmate that i often keep in contact with. I've always been meeting Shaun weekly. So still ok. Today gonna pass him a belated birthday present. Hope he did not this. As i have not officially tell everyone about my blog. Although i have put it in my Msn. Haha.

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Story

Have you ever been disheartened over your boyfriend/girlfriend. It is a silly question to ask. But, i'm sure most of your is able to resolve it. After resolve the problems, does your feeling still as the same as before? It may differ. I once heard a story from my friend. It's regarding his friend.

The girl is in relationship with this guy ever since she study university. This girl loves this guy so deeply that she will go back to him after they quarrel. She will defend the guy no matter how her friends criticise him. How bad is this guy. He blocks all her freedom. He don't allow her to meet up her classmates for project. She need to report to him wherever she goes. When he knows that she lie to her, he beat her up, pinch her and scold her. Her friend is able to see the bruises all over her as it is so obvious. But she still defends him. He once know that she actually meet her project mates to do project, there is guy within this group. The guy actually rush down and confront him, and threaten to beat him. As an outsider, i have actually seen this girl. I feel she definitely deserves a better man. She should really learns to let go, and forget about this relationship. This guy can don't even bother to call her when he is away on vacation. He can even go out with girls while her girlfriend could not do the same. I can't see the happiness in her eyes actually. Sometimes, let go may be a happiness also. This is how i feel.

弃权 click to listen

很疲倦在流域离开之间周旋慌到没有知觉你只想爱我几天几夜我天真以为能几年几月掉进一个谎言手不肯放就会整个沦陷很危险怎么能爱的那么卑微等着被你忽略害怕的眼泪流一整夜但你的安慰却只给一点应该怎么摆脱爱情的包围让我往后退对你的热情你的虚伪再也不眷恋我试着判断试着习惯被爱的盲点完全弃权不让你分配快乐伤悲放弃为你在身边用等待来熬夜放弃配合你要的情节做个心虚的演员爱你的泪明天会不见春天应该不远很危险怎么能爱的那么卑微等着被你忽略害怕的眼泪流一整夜但你的安慰却只给一点应该怎么摆脱爱情的包围让我往后退对你的热情你的虚伪再也不眷恋我试着判断试着习惯被爱的盲点完全弃权不让你分配快乐伤悲放弃为你在身边用等待来熬夜放弃配合你要的情节做个心虚的演员爱你的泪明天会不见春天应该不远 (爱上你对不对) 不再奢望能体会有结 (爱你是场梦魇) 眼看着你出去游戏人间只让自己埋怨后悔对你的热情你的虚伪再也不眷恋我试着判断试着习惯被爱的盲点完全弃权不让你分配快乐伤悲放弃为你在身边用等待来熬夜放弃配合你要的情节做个心虚的演员爱你的泪明天会不见春天应该不远

Finally my results is back

2009-05-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

Finally finally. I got back my results for Public Relation, Advertising and Publication. The grade was rather ..... Haha.. Your should know lah.. Actually, I got a Credit for PR, Distinction for Advertising and Pass for Publication. Not sure i suppose to be happy or not. But, still i'm fine with the results. At least i pass all. I specially want to thanks Aaron and his friend to help me for the assignment of Advertising. That's why i got a distinction for that.

Work is just as normal., and i gotta rush my second assignment for advertising.

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Story

This couple was together with a long period of time. They are a lovely couple in their friend's eyes. There is no promise from this guy that he will marry the girl. Eventually, this guy got alot of things to tell the girl, but he don't want to make empty promises. he did not even say the 3 simple words to the girl. He simple just ignore saying as he does not deem that it is important to have it say all the time. As this relationship drags further, their relationship had turn from sweet to bad. The girl started to nag/scold at him, and starts to ignore him also. The girl feeling towards the guy has slowly faded away. At this point of time, the guy is actually planning to propose to her. But, just before he could, the girl initiate a break up. The guy was so sad. As days passed, he starting to ponder over the things they did together in the past. The met some how coincidentally in the street one day, but both acted as if they are strangers to each other. The guy just keep silent, although he feel sad. A month later, he finally pick up his courage. But, it was too late. The girl actually met with an accident soon after they met on the street that day. This guy was so remorseful.

Does this sounds a bell to you. This might not be happening to you yet. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend now, don't save those words. It may seems unimportant to you, but it's definitely matters to your other half. Especially for those in long relationship. Say it before it's too late. We cannot predict the future, but we can prepare for it.

终于说出口 (click me to listen)

我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
没什么需要被原谅
我笑的有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
我不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
再搂着我的手握住的只是风
还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我 oh no no wu～～～

My first post for new blog ~ J-A-Y-I-S ~

2009-05-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

My first post which i created in a rush. Don't expect me to write too many things. How "Jayis" come about.

At the very early days during Secondary school, I always wanted to have an English name for myself. Since my Chinese name is called Jinsheng, i like the initial 'J' since i was young. As you called 'J', i felt the name was nice to hear. I decided to call myself 'J'. But, i can't possibly use the letter 'J' as my name hence he don't spell good. Next thought that came to my mind is 'Jay'. I tell some of my classmates about this English name, and before i could tell all of my friends. Here come the 'Jay Chow' fever. I don't want to have a name which others that might say i copycat, or i thick skin, hence i don't want to use the name anymore.

Here comes a tricky part. My initial came into play, 'JS'. Why not i use 'JS' as my English name. Hence 'Jay' 'iS' came my mind. Most of the time when i come out with this name, i will write capital letter for J and S in 'JayiS'. That is the origin of my name 'Jayis'. =D

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Story

Who think they have achieved what they want so far. I personally think i have achieved anything much in my life. If given a chance, i got so much i wanted to change. I will pick up my courage to confess to the girl i like in the past. I will enjoy my life more. I will travel to every little dot of Singapore. I will take more part time job to earn money. I will show more care to my friend. I will try to widen my circle of friends. Who don't have this thinking? There is so many thing we can do if we can turn back the time.

回到过去

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影失去平衡慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端无法存活在真实的空间
* 想回到过去试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰濛濛的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去一转身孤单已躺在身旁
Repeat *
沉默支撑跃过陌生静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影失去平衡慢慢下沉想回到过去